Proud

My daddy's so proud of me.

I need FIXING?

You need to WORK on me?

Who f*****g said so?

Who f*****g said so?

What gives you the right to say something like that?

I’m your daughter, yes

But that doesn’t give you the right

You don’t get to SHAPE me

You don’t get to turn me into SOMETHING ELSE

I’m myself

You F*****G FREAK

You

You think I’m not good enough?

I know you never wanted me

I know

I know, so don’t rub it in

Don’t you F*****G RUB IT IN.

I’m not yours anymore

I’m not your child

Your daughter

I’m water on the wind

And nothing more

I’m a stupid, insignificant mistake

That you don’t care about

That you don’t care what happens to

Because you never wanted me

Because you said so.

 

Author's Note

Another rant D: Will I ever stop this?

Divorce shit still going on, and a certain parent said that he's moving, eventually, but not yet. Why? He still needs to "work" on me. He's the "only reason" for my creativity. And he said "You can take her away when I'm done, I don't fucking care where just take her." To my mother. About me.

Thanks daddy.

PS- Everyone's got father issues, I guess. I figured someone could relate, somehow.

Reviews

[Daniel Gardner]

Wow, yeah children are loved and cared for, not owned. But like you said i think everyone has daddy issues.

[Georgia Gypsy]

No matter what the situation everyone has issues with parents, some are different, and greater magnitude. Ranting is a great way to release those pent up emotions.
One day he'll regret saying that, I hope he decides to work on himself--for that is the only person who needs to have 'work' done on him. and it starts from the inside out.
You cant change those around you, you can only do your best to be the best you can be!!
I believe in you!
I know you were worth bringing into this world!
My life is better knowing you, and reading your lovely poetry, creepy stories, and heartfelt rants!
So keep writing it out!!
HUGS!!
k

[Bud]

I'm so hurt and sad to see this... I have two daughters and cannot imagine not having a friendship with them... Though, I do understand from my own experience with my own father. And it only magnifies when divorce is at hand. I'm here for you if you need an ear... Excellent.