As I grew older I’ve come to realize that this society has brainwashed us and if not you then others. Everyone will stab your back in a way even your closets “friends” and even family!
I’m back from the dead. I say dead because I’ve been down and had no motivation to write or express any sort of emotion. I’ve been happy and not let anything bother or some in my way but as I come to realize I’m a f**k up. I’m behind in high school and not going to Graduate with my class hence why I miss school and want to sleep all the time.
Sleep will always be a coping method for me to go away for moment and get away from the nasty and fake society we live in. I’ve come to accept the fact I’ve become a failure in life and in this world. Sometimes I do wish I could sleep and have my eyes shut forever and never wake up but then again I don’t want to hurt my mother, sister and main family who stuck by my side when I went to jail and so much more.