My Decision- Very Colorful, may be hard to read.

About Anorexia. Not the greatest, also one of my first.

 §How do you explain it.....
How do you feel it.........
          How can you understand........
It gets harder everyday...the scales allways lower....
          It reads....140
It reads.....135......130...
          I didn't know I weighed 120....
For every pound I lose....
          Five are added in the mirror.....am I pregnant?
No...the test was negitive....I'm just a cow..
         §I'm so hungry, I must eat....
But when I pick up a single cherry....
         I feel so guilty, I'm such a pig.....
I need to puke....I disgust myself....
         Three more pounds...I'm done
Ten more pounds I'm done...
         My ribs are clear...there pretty...I'm getting skinny...
But that fat is disgusting!!!!!
        §No more food....
My concious desicion is not to eat....
         If I don't eat...I won't gain weight....
They say it dosen't work 
        But I've seen it in action.....
It works for them...I'll be skinny and beautiful...
       ♥Flomboyant Breasts...♥
♦Beautifuly delicate lines...ribs, spine, hips,♦ 
       ♠And pretty little pitite curves......♠

Sonya Elizabeth B.
August 05, 2007

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