I Am Not The Same Anymore

We all have experienced instances in our lives that have changed us forever...

I am not the same anymore
I don't feel any strong
I feel hollow on the inside
And the road ahead looks long
Everything has changed after you left
Even the sound of my words bleed
It feels like I am floating in the water
But somehow I still can't breathe
I don't feel like writing, I can't even blink
I dont know if I am doing right
Because my mind can't even think
I feel so upset my heart has been shattered
Your departure has spread the pieces around
I am watching my life fall in front
And yet I can't pick these pieces on the ground
They say to forget about you
And move ahead with my life
But my brain has drowned and I only think
Of razors and matches and knives
I loved you so much ; almost every bit
Your flaws also looked right
And now that you've gone I am alone
Left in this battlefield to fight
But I promise I'll remember you every where
Even if I am at your favourite store
But everything I do now is very different
Because I am not the same anymore.

Author's Note

Constructive criticism is always appreciated!

Reviews

[isha_sinha]

That's so well said ... People feelings and everything fades with time...A good art of words loved it:)

[Sonakshi Arora]

Thank you very much!

[isha_sinha]

Your welcome dear

[Anjali]

I don't have words! Just one which is 'wow'!

[Sonakshi Arora]

Haha thank you! 😄😍

[Anjali]

Your welcome.😉

[Dits]

Sonakshi ..You get those feelings out of a person whom he/she might have never experienced

[Sonakshi Arora]

Haha thank you for the lovely words, Aditi!

[Manasa.L]

Its difficult to say to forget things but we only know when we experience it.
Very well written, feelings are beautifully portrayed.

[Sonakshi Arora]

Thank you so much :D

[Najam Us Saher]

I don't know how you write the exact things which I feel. It feels so good to read what I feel when I can't really express myself I can understand your emotions and feelings. Well expressed. Loved it.

[Sonakshi Arora]

Thank you so much :D

[Najam Us Saher]

You're welcome