Confused and drunk

I remember a little, not much
I was drunk and not thinking
Does that means it was okay?
I remeber how he pulled me and kissed me
I remember how I didnt even know how to react
I remember him dragging me to a room
I remember me jumping in the bed to sleep
Then blackout
I remember his hands on me
Then blackout
I remember he was on top of me
Then blackout
Why is he reaching my leg that high?
Whats happening?
Im feeling movement, up and down
But I dont feel anything
Then blackout
I cant open my eyes but I feel how he is pulling my jeans up
Then blackout
Next morning I wonder how my underware is in the wrong side?
F**k I remember! But what happend?
Was it okay?
Did I consented? Did I decided to do it?
Yes its probably my fault.