Just think

My vivid mind

Im feeling lost in a world were people say I'm at the peak of youthfulness
Scared to look for tomorrow were I always hear with age comes responsibility
If I can't handle today what can I say about tomorrow
I'm like stray lurking in the terrain eager to be life's prey
I act like I don't think , consume my self in a fantasy world we're I feel free but when I'm back in my life I feel the burden multiple twice
I just want to flip a coin let chance choose my course but I'm still a coward I never listen to that voice
I'm not depressed I can confess my life is good compered to the rest is just my meaning of life is not developed yet , so I look to the sky looking for answer can't lie even though I have faith most time i can't see it , feel it and trust it
When I die will I regret that my life's purposes was so much greater then I believed or that I let fear stop me from doing and trusting what I can see
People look down on you for loosing faith but is it fair to love something that's only there when life is great and the bad days there is no trace
If life is a test who gives the grades god ?
But how can you give grades to people of different individuality taking the same test dealing with different demons
We were created by god he made us, what we are and how we feel ,so if we make mistakes is it out fault or is it how we were made is it justice to fail a test were your answers were already decide for you before you started ?
It's like saying the sun in the dawn is mistaken to rise even though its what it's created to do , then how can it be wrong by doing something it cannot control ?
If god is almighty then why does he choose for some of us to sin ,some of us to be great , some of us to be rich , be poor ,be healthy and some of us to be sick is it a lottery pic or something ?
Ok leaving the god subject
If we think About evolution and the survival of fittest we humans have prevailed but I see victory as just part of the picture we have gained a lot but for what the victory has increased is greed , hate, lust and so on would we have lived happier as barbarians living for the day gathering food for our tribe killing our enemies and progressing in life's circle. A life we're you know you boundaries you know your enemies and you know yourself !
Answer this question honestly who are you ?
Noo I don't want your name and hobbies
I want to know who you are what you think ,what you feel and what is the meaning of your life

Reviews

[Vanesa Markovic]

Very well written!
Your lyrical perceptions of the world are very real, and very relatable.
I think it might have been Hemingway who said "happiness in intelligent people, is the rarest thing I know".
It's hard to keep faith and have a constant hopeful nature when you decide NOT to turn a blind eye to the realities of this world. However, for all the bad, there is much that is beautiful and hope inspiring.
As we learn about ourselves, who we want to be and how we want to contribute to this life, we learn to come to a balance within ourselves. A nice, healthy balance.
It just takes time.
Great read!

[NotAboutMe]

I am no one special, but wise in years.
The world could not have evolved from nothing; so therefore I believe in creation.
The world has changed since it was created; so therefore I believe in evolution.
I feel it is best to believe in God even if God doesn't exist. Faith is not about guilt, shame, punishment, judgement etc.; but rather believing in something greater than yourself and being inspired to be something more. This is never a destination, but rather an endless journey.
Life is actually meaningless. That's why it's entirely up to YOU to give it whatever meaning you choose.

[Kaitlynn A. Black]

This provokes many thoughts as it flows down the page. I think the meaning of my life has boiled down to simply this.

Balance is good, but getting there is enlightening.
Live to Enjoy, not annoy.
Think first, for there's always time to act a split second later.
Judgement is a choice, I am my own creator, others will understand me or they won't
In any case, I remain as those that choose to leave walk away.
Strength is in loving one's unique solitary self, before loving anyone else.

Great piece of ink to make the mind muse!
Hugs! - Kate