SilencedA Poem by Somber Eyes
With each new day that passes
There's one less that remains And every day that I wake up Brings a brand new pain Pain of unending solitude Pain of isolation Pain of insecurity Pain of trepidation When faced with awkward silences I just don't know what to say My mind is vacant of all thoughts It's like they all just floated away How do I break out of this shell? How do I reach the world beyond? Do I still have time to change Or are all of my chances gone? So many times, I've asked aloud "Why was I born this way?" Always writing down the words That I don't have the strength to say Always thinking in my head Words that do not pass my lips Wanting to drink from the chalice of life But only taking little sips When I have the chance to speak Nothing is ever said Despite the practiced words and thoughts That are filling up my head A vow of silence was never taken But the effect is nearly the same Always afraid I'll say the wrong thing And never wanting to risk the pain The pain of yet another rejection That pain digs deep inside of me It digs in deep and holds on tight And fuels my constant misery Outgoing, I will never be And speaking honestly, that's okay But once, just once, I wish that I Could say the words I want to say © 2013 Somber Eyes |
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Added on May 20, 2013 Last Updated on May 20, 2013 Author
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