Take my hand now
Stand
closer, stand right there
Tell me, can you even see me
Do you
even care
Do you see the pain in my eyes
It's been there every
day
Every minute of every hour
Since you went away
You went
away
You walked away from me
You left me all alone
Drowning
in misery
I don't know what to do
Now that you're gone
I'm
trying desperately to find
A reason to go on
Drowning
in the tears
That I cry every night
Trembling from the awful
fears
That keep me filled with fright
I'm afraid I'll never
be
Anything to anyone
Because there's nothing left of me
After
the damage that you've done
All that you've done
You ripped my
world apart
You crushed my soul
And you shattered my heart
You
took an innocent man
And left a broken boy
I was looking for
love
But you were looking for a toy
When
you took all that I had
And there was nothing left to give
That's
when you showed me your true colors
The ones you always hid
You
lashed me with a spiteful tongue
Dripping with malice and
disdain
Now I'm trying to move on
But there's no end to this
pain
This pain won't end
It keeps coming back
It gets
stronger each time
With each new attack
How do I escape
How
can I move on
When everything I've ever loved
Is gone
You tore down the
walls
That I built up inside
You grabbed on tightly to my
confidence
And squeezed until it died
Without my strength of
self
I was putty in your hands
Another pawn left in your
wake
Who could never understand
I don't understand
How you
could be so cruel
Why did you mistreat me
You played me for a
fool
And still I stayed with you
I did whatever you
said
Breathing as if alive
But already dead
Now
I'm just a shadow
Of the man I used to me
There's nothing left
in this hollow shell
You ripped it all from me
My ego and my
id
Are nowhere to be found
Emptiness is all I see
When
I look around
Take a look around
Tell me what you see
It's a
barren wasteland
That's all that's left of me
How do I get
back
To what I used to be
How I find peace
And tranquility
I
need to find the way out
I need to find the door
I cannot keep
on living like this
I can't take it anymore
I need someone to
help me
To stand up and stand tall
To help me get past all the
damage
To rise above it all
I'll rise above
And I won't look
down
Regain what I once was
No longer will I be bound
I'll
break your stranglehold
On my heart and soul
No longer will you
be able
To keep me down in that hole
I want to close my eyes
now
And forget all that we had
Forget the pain, forget the
heartache
All the things that make me sad
I want to find a new
love
And forget all about you
Forget the ways you manipulated
me
And the hell you put me through
Forget the hell
Forget
your face
Erase it all
Leave empty space
So that I can move
on
And finally get past
These last twelve years
I've wasted
in your trap