Alone

I try but I can't say

All the things I need to say

I'm begging you to stay

But you just walk away

And so I close my eyes

To the world that I despise

Without you by my side

I lie and wait to die

Screaming at myself inside

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

This feeling never goes away

It's here to haunt me every day

I can't face this world alone

I can't do it on my own

Without you standing by

There is no hope, can't even try

No longer can I live this lie

And so I scream your name

Calling out to you again

Are all my cries in vain?

Do you care about my pain?

I scream but you don't hear

And you don't see my tears

Can't let go of all my fears

Silent for all these years

This hollow feeling in my heart

It's slowly tearing me apart

I'm letting go as all hope dies

Finally see the truth before my eyes

Now I have to face this world alone

You've packed your things and now you're gone

I thought that I loved you

And I thought you loved me too

Now I don't know what to do

We said we'd stay together

That our love would last forever

But now forever ends today

It's time to turn the page

There's nothing left to say

Just let it go and fade away

So I turn my thoughts within

Uncomfortable in my own skin

Born to lose, I'll never win

I hate this world I'm living in

Turn away and don't look back

Keep moving forward, stay on track

Keep it tight, pick up the slack

Walk the straight and narrow path

Time to put it all behind

Stop searching for something I'll never find

In time I hope that I forget

This endless pain and these regrets

I'll always face this world alone

No one makes me feel at home

There's no one standing by

There never was, it was all a lie

I'll be alone until I die