Find My Way Back

I've spent so many nights alone in my room, counting down to my doom
But now I've got to find a way for me to break free from this stale routine
It's about time that I finally stop hiding my face like I'm just a disgrace
And it's time for me to finally accept who I am and be all that I can

So many wasted years, so many tears from all the fears
Fears of inspection, reflection, misdirection, and rejection
They have weighed down my soul and taken their toll, kept me down in this hole
Now I need to come out of the black, I have to find my way back and get my life back on track

Can you see me
Can you hear me

Can you help me find my way back
Will you hold me
Will you console me
Will you help me climb up from the black
And find my way back
I need to find my way back

I sit alone in the dark, some time after the spark, but before the mark
The mark of when it all ends and you turn to your friends, feeling down again
It's in this time in-between, when the truth is unseen, that you're living a dream
But soon it all crashes down and you're looking around, trying to figure it out

Where do I stand
Is there a helping hand
Someone to help me find my way back
I don't want to wallow anymore
I want to get up off the floor
And start the journey out of the black
And find my way back
I need to find my way back

When she left, and I was all alone
The pain was too great, so I shut down inside
But now I need to find my way back home
Where my friends will be there standing by my side

I'll rise from my knees
Turn my back on this misery
Take the first step to find my way back
I'll open up my eyes
Look to the brighter skies
And see the way out of this black
And find my way back
I need to find my way back

I will find my way back