I'm Just... Tired

-Sigh- Something I've been feeling. More of a ramble.

My shoulders sag,

A deep sigh leaves,

I’m just so tired.

I’ve started to hate people,

I see their weakness and faults.

 

Though I hate myself much more.

It’s not their fault,

But mine.

My backpack feels heavy,

Steps I take seem slower.

I really don’t care anymore.

 

So much studying,

Has made me sick of words.

I’m tired of reading,

Something I use to enjoy.

 

Headaches swarm my mind,

The sight of long dreary,

And tedious passages revolt me.

 

I want to burn the books that beckon me.

They taunt me, and my soul feels burdened.

For what I do doesn’t change anything.

For I am weak.

For I am the problem, not the book

Author's Note

Sorry I've been off for awhile. I'm going to try to read all the Read Request now...

Reviews

[Me]

Not easy being young, so much school and studying...I hated it..but wish I had done more now...hang in there kiddo x

[Soma-ko]

Thanks, but I'm not sure anymore.

[SyberRose]

Nostalgic emotions and dispirited feelings are felt in your write..nicely penned Soma and so glad to be reading you again...you have been missed...and hope this is more of a ramble as you said...Rose:)

[Soma-ko]

Thank you, I've been playing around more than I should have this past week, though work just jabs me time and time again. Happy to be back. :)