Anymore?

I don't know what to do,

I don't know where I've been,

I don't know why I am

 coming back here again.

 

This world so plain,

This face of pain,

And slowly I am wishing

That I were slain.

 

I am still not sure

Why I come here for more.

My heart you broke,

My world you tore.

 

My spirit was lifted,

But now it has fallen.

Alone in this life I must go.

 

Someday. . .I'll have to face it,

The joy you tainted,

The magic you wasted,

The love you pushed out the door.

 

The time we enjoyed,

Is now just destroyed.

I just have to hurt this long.

 

The birds were singing,

Their songs were ringing,

But now it is night and

There is no song anymore.

 

Your love, it healed me,

But your words have killed me,

And slowly I am crawling out the door.

 

I would have loved you,

Come Hell or high water,

But now I'll never get the chance,

Not anymore.

 ©T.A.Rogers

      2002

 

Author's Note

Unbiased truth.