Last Choice

Its clear to me
That there will never be
Anyone who loves me for me
I'm sick of the sidelines
Waiting In the wings
I'm always the last choice
And for me it always brings,
Realization

I've got nothing to lose and all to gain
And all you've got to carry around is pain
You carry it always
Its all over your skin
But your scars are passion
But passions burn bright
And fire isn't all that burns at night
I've got no passion only fire in my eyes
But its not you whom I despise
I dont hate you
Because you're mad at yourself
Because you let me find out
That I'm just waiting on the shelf

So I celebrate while you're sick to your stomach
Its alright with me if you wanna watch me plummet
Because darkness ain't dark when I got you
But nothing you told me before now was true
You dont love me but I love you
But I'm not willing to be you're number 2