What is your name?!

''Environmental revolution''

   My mind is troubled as likely yours,just you don't notice it as sharply as I.
   They call me schizophrenic and force me to go to the blessed rooms of psychiatric holy dome of great men and women.
What I did?! Nothing.They did...but who is in charge...No one.Everyone can decieve these degraded and defaced crowd. Do we have father? If we are lucky,Yes. If not, God above. If not, no one.If we have love we are blessed but so far...It's very rare.So, alone or there is a holy dome of psychiatric home.

Strugling mind can define what is right and wrong, because it contradicts and discussion with itself derives essence of understanding of its direction.Crossing and annoying delusions and illusions  and it struggles more..even knowing it will not get on with this s**t. Just ruthlessly denouncing all,shouting aloud about faults of others,boilling humanity in just one little,little pot...
I got it...
Psychitrists say there are many pots,you can't see cos you are ill. Then why they don't tell me I am blind,why is my diagnose scisophrenic mind. Then they say you don't hear,you don't listen there is a chime of other pots. Then why they don't tell me I am deaf,why is my diagnose "scisophrenic patient needs". Or.... your sounds and visions are hallucinogenic, they don't exist,they can't be heard or seen. Then why they are not assessed as blind and deaf. You see we should not agree,there must be all sorts of demaged minds,permission to be and to not buried alive by diagnoses of these depressed primes pretending to be the savers of human kind.

But not struggling mind- what it does?! It is in depression,in deepest depression ever seen,but it does not notices it,till.... there will be hit of awakening from sleep.
-Oh, life is so different,hell...I did not know about it.I slept, likely.
You know I have noticed psychiatrists themselves are so ill they can't distinguish healthiness from desease.
I know I am not alone and it helps me to pull the bags behind me to push rest of you ahead to the progress,real one. You delusionally call regress and degradation - progress, changing oxigen to the CO  you can't breath unless you will have to adopt to it and lead pitiful life of amphibia...or even worse changing water on a source of fuel...ok ...that's great..All we know, we need work...but then have a courage to transform yourself to the pipes and tubes of rusty crocks.
I can't be tolerant, I have rational zest for life, I will not give up...I pretend to change it,give it reverse move and look to trample again and again walked paths,roads and ways.
But you need to be healthy and accept fight,challenges of nature and life we have on this planet earth. But please don't sleep,recover from the "lean in".
Providence draws lines we don't see and perceive, but... indeed,believe... we all are making life great,just don't sleep, just don't sleep.
Circle of life. Where are we? On the first drawn round by folks, in its  rudimentary stage or binding to the second row of possible orbit. We can't avoid rules and laws of eternally shining primate mind. Then who we will become - you think ..refined and sterile cannts...? No worse.. you will become filthy gnomes of filthy holes from where  you will never find a road to the happy life.
What is your name?!
Human or humane?!