If These Walls Could Talk

It's the way the silence screams louder than words
Inside of me how long the guilts been being churned
A mass of hatred, feeling stupid
Because I can't look the other way
I've been blind to anything with shades of grey

 

And its buiiilldding upppp
Into four wallsss that knoooow me enoughhhhh
They breeeathe mee, they leaveee meeeee
They know me better, they know I won't- just give upppp

 

And I could be free
I would be out-spoken
(the world would know me as me) <---i hate this line
and what's shattered wouldnt be broken
I wouldnt need excuses,
Wont be left out in the dark
Life would all come into place
If these walls could (only) talk

 

And I'm down - for breaking the silence
My world stands still 'cuz I can't breathe
Stressed out cuz I'm chasing the blindness
Who ever said life was gonna be easy

And its so messed uppppppp
That these four walls can know me this muchhhhh
They see me, they read me
They know how I've suffered long enoughhhh

 

 

And I could be free
I would be out-spoken
(the world would know me as me) <---i hate this line
And what's shattered wouldnt be broken
I wouldnt need excuses,
Won't be left out in the dark
Life would all come into place
If these walls could (only) talk

 

I'm not facing the crowd
You won't hear me screaming it out loooud
I won't begin what I , know I won't end
What's one more day that I pretend?