Does he really want me?

This is a poem i wrote for my friend having trouble with this guy! I feel really sorry for her in this situation! So i've expressed her feeling in this poem! Hope you like x

No one here to ease my fears.

Though the times you told me you’d be around.

 

I’ve counted and watched your footsteps on the ground.

 

You told me you loved why did you lie?

 

 

Is it so you could hurt me or watch me cry?

Now I’m left fending for myself.

 

Like a little rag doll put back on the shelf.

 

But still I love you I want you back.

 

 

Can’t our love rewind be put back on track?

There two of me and one of you?

 

What are you going to do?

 

You just want here you don’t want me?

 

 

Why can’t you understand why can’t you see?

You only want me when your friends are not there?

 

As long as I fit in your happy little square.

 

Under you thumb struck down by love.

 

 

I’m the one you can control the one you shove.

Do you really care for me or is just for her?

 

Do you really want a family or her?

 

The stress you are causing is not good for me.

 

 

Why can’t you understand why can’t you see?

The moment I told you you’re going to be a dad.

 

Were you even happy or were you sad.

 

Your face so still no emotion no sound.

 

 

How do I know your even gonna be around.

Are you only with me for our daughter’s sake?

 

Is our love true or just one huge mistake?

 

Never no us time you prefer to be alone.

 

 

But you want me back when I’m at home.

I’m loved and appreciated why you can’t see.

 

That’s the way I want our family to be.

 

If you truly can’t see I don’t know what to say.

 

 

I just don’t want to be struggling or be unloved that way.

 

I want her to be cherished the way that I have been.

 

 

I want her to be appreciated loved and seen.

 

If you can work that out come on I’ll applause.

 

 

I know we have our faults our problems our flaws.

But do you want this I’m fed up of waiting.

 

The questions stuck in my head debating debating!

 

So do you want us or is this just a ride?

 

Because I’m no longer stuck on your side.

 

I’m thinking of my daughter not getting hurt.

Or being pushed away or treated like dirt.

 

So now’s your choice us or yourself?

 

Because frankly at the minute you just think of yourself.

 

So make up your mind I’m not sticking around.

So now you can watch my footsteps walking on the ground!

 

I sit in silence not a single sound.

A tear drop drips and hits the ground.

There no one here to clear my tear.

 

Author's Note

Sorry for mistakes!
Hope you like x