MY HERO!

ABOUT MY HERO!

I've never been lucky in my life!

I never had luck with exams stress or anger?

Until i found writing and acting!

An easy way to express what i felt through me writing what i felt and then letting go!

I haven't do alot with my life due to people putting me down!

I was bullied in primary School (Slapped once if i remember)

And poked stabbed with sharp pencils and choked by my own scarf!

I've had chewing gum stuck in my hair.

I've been spat on! Or as they called is gozzed!

I've even be framed by a bully and my so called friend for stealing a bracelet i never knew i had.

I'm quite shy person and i do not make friends easily unless online!

I find it easier to type you cannot say anything wrong!

In my last two years of high school i met some decent friends Leeanne she was my best mate!

Peas in a pod we were!

Then Caz came along she was a b***h!

And the rest of the gang!

They got me drinking every weekend!

I suppose i had free will but it helped drowned out the bullying comment the reason i had no one else to talk to my life was s**t!

I nearly had sex with someone one i didn't love!

I got so low i started to self harm pieces of glass from the floor i was drunk and really didn't care!

The one thing that way going through my head!

"Am i doing this for attention?" "Why am i doing this?"

It never really accured!

I got attention i liked it i carried on got attached more and more!

I like the power the feeling of being different unique!

I had a huge problem!

What was i to do?

This was were my hero came into it!

Smikey! (My boyfriend my friend my hero)

He started to talk to me i talked he listened he was a friend he would help me and talk to me!

He gave me a reason to stop and say NO!

As we spoke more often weeks turned into months and on 9th August 2005 we were boyfriend and Girlfriend!

And have been ever since!

3 YEARS THIS AUGUST!

He's always there for me no matter what!

He cheers me up when am down and when i sleepy i rest on him he keeps me warm and secure!

He makes me feel good about me!

He's seen my naked my real colours and he makes me feel like i should me!

And i thank him for that!

THANK YOU SMIKEY!

Author's Note

SORRY 4 ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES AND ETC ...

Reviews

[Astrid Hamilton]

The grammar and punctuality in poetry is nothing I nor any reader can ever dissever or dismantle;
remember e.e. cummings never using capitalization, and other poets before us who would deliberately
write out of context so as to represent character in the narrative?
The way this poem sounds, sounds like it comes from a teenager, (no offense in case you yourself are an adolescent-)
but I remember my own diaries then; words were sometimes misplaced, not necessarily misspelled,
but here, years later, when I read poems like this, I finally see character rather than mistakes
and in poetry there are none.

Thank you for sharing.

Smikey sounds like a good guy.

[Darksideofman]

This is good except for the grammer and spelling errors. Sometimes it is hard for me to spot some of my own so I have left some notes for you.