Chained Up

How could start when there's a burning sensation in my heart

I don't know how to do it when It feels like I've been sliced into parts

I feel like I'm too far gone where I can no longer have something to hold on

I hate myself for what I did to you, my friends, & every one

I thought everything is okay but here I am going back to the place where it all began

To these feelings that has chained me up

Like a prison who's trapped in a box

A box of loneliness and fear

Alone in the darkness without any peers

To be chained up and caged

Bruised and beaten up left with the head damaged

Will I be set free and be a princess with her own carriage

Or

Will I be kept in a cage like an animal that's tamed

I don't like who I am

I just don't wanna be what I am...

there's nothing good about me anymore, to other people I'm just a bore

I'm sick of wasting my time, I just wish God would say it's my time

I'm tired of living for as I've always been the one that's giving

I'm worn out and really tired

Everyday is a real struggle

Fighting the same demons everyday

My life is like a nintendo game