Home

A place where it all began

To the where everything had happened

From the first words, to the first baby steps

To all those delicious main dishes and to those delicious crepes

To a small room that was built for you

As time passes by there hidden clues

Clues that were leading to darkness

That I wasn't able to escape the colossal

To hide under my bed or closet

Covering my ears with uncontrollable tears

Fighting everyday and every night

I defended myself with a fight

I get scars and bruises but I'll just end up drinking booze

To forgive and forget turned into regret

For I have wished for you to change

To see that it never came

You're still the colossal I once knew

Cursing and throwing things that would hurt your one and only

I'm starting to grow up filled with these pain and suffering

I'm starting to realize what family is and what I should do again

You caused my heart to bleed

That I fell to into the trap so deep

All I could do is weep

For as no one would pick me 

I'm lost and afraid 

Because my dreams are all starting to die  

It's so quiet here and I feel so cold

That I rather just turn into mold

This house is no longer a place I call home