Feelings

Depression as always haha...

To these feelings that grew up inside me 

To these feelings I never knew could destroy me 

To these feelings that made me want to end me 

To these feelings that crushed my friendships

To these feelings that ruined my relationships

To these feelings that I've always wished it would be gone 

To these feelings why are you still hanging on

Leave me alone and let me be 

I can't take this anymore cause I want to be free

Free from these pain and suffering 

That being a human is never easy 

Why do I feel like this?...

Love and Hatred are in my list

But Infatuation was on my top list

I guess...I don't know whats the purpose of having these feelings

To just move on and forget or to just be in regret

There's a war raging inside me 

To hurt myself on the outside while I try and kill the monster inside 

It may seem that I don't care at all, but deep down I swear its killing me 

To pretend that I'm not hurting in front of you guys but its obvious I'm dying 

I'm sorry to myself because I've caused this 

I'm sorry that I'm starting to hate myself from time to time 

Sometimes I'm just tired of my feelings that I can just be emotionless 

To be trapped in a box filled with darkness and loneliness

Reviews

[Najam Us Saher]

Very correctly expressed those feelings. I loved it.