Unloved

Love needs a text book with the answers in the back.

Two days until the end, sick of lying, sick of trying, to find the smile of a friend,

What was to be a new beginning, only shows failure, there is no savior, when breathing is sinning,

I hold onto you, your being, loves’ meaning, now that everything is all right you turn away and want us to be through,

Your touch on me, soothes my soul, is a grasp that won’t let go, I’m yours through out eternity…

 

So I thought…

 

Time freezes and hearts shatter,

I want to forget, but I only remember,

Replaying the moment when tears killed laughter,

And peaceful whispers became yelling disasters,

Eyes blur and voices shake,

A dream becomes a nightmare and I can’t wake,

A mirage is within reach for me to take,

And the truthfulness of our passion is only fake,

Hollow feelings and desire dissipates,

In your arms is security but love hesitates,

I miss the feelings that a tender kiss initiates,

And now I panic as my heart suffocates…

 

So unloved…

 

Tortured by the feelings that I have for you,

Flipping through pages and pages of our love’s symbols,

Where am I supposed to go for relief?

As my comfort completely disassembles.

Slowly dying from the pain that you gave me,

Why did you keep me around?

I thought that your smile was the entire world,

And your escalating heartbeat was the purest sound,

My hands empty like my heart,

My eyes blurry like loves’ meaning,

My voice, silent,

My life so vibrant, stops shining,

I tap my fingers on the table,

My mind trying to rebuild but unstable,

I wash you away with the tears that I cry,

A heart still beats after it dies,

No kiss, no hug just a goodbye,

No sorry, no regret leave it where it lies.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[deeps]

WOW this just so emotional I can feel this one really tug at the heart.
So well written as well, you express your feelings so well.