In the name of love i swore never to love you again, but then again i remember your name

In the name of love i swore never to love you again, but then again i remember your name

A Poem by Jay

You make my heart explode oh sweet beloved

Darling you deliver the final blow to end my day feeling wanted

I kiss you like theres no tomorrow because i dare to dream that our story is now

Hold me among the arms of this hateful bitterness

The cold that embraces me grows but the feelings you give me show that I cant do it on my own

I feel so alone sometimes but you always give me a reason to feel surrounded

By the scent of your skin by the the love youve planted within my soul

Now watch me grow day by day, watch me grow old with your smile in display

I place my memories in frames, go over them every day

I swear, I can see the sun set in the very pinch of light that you hold in your eyes

The most amazing thing Ive witnessed in my life

Kiss me miss me, it  makes me feel alive

Ive dreamed so much of you and me

That reality is just the same

I can whisper in your ear and gently slip your name

The blood in me flows through my veins like fingers through your hair without shame

Let me hold you like im holding for dear life

You're worth more than my heart, i need you more than my heart

Ive kissed you a million times but it is never enough

I could die on your lips and say that every kiss leaves me speechless

But oh my heart has so much to say

I spend my nights wondering what Id be like if one day i lost you

And cross my mind as I lay in solitude wishing i was across from you

I take a deep breath and let it go

Next thing I know right back in your arms where i belong

Sometimes I fall asleep with a single wish

To wake up next to you at dawn and feel your kiss

Im in too deep, this love wont let me sleep

Im nailed to your look and i can see all these smiles i bleed

You are what i need

I could speak of beauty to the most colorful rose in the garden of Eden

But it would never understand how beautiful you are to me

I could believe in a god say that it is grieving

Cuz it let you fall to earth

When I hold you in my arms my heart starts beating

When I let you go it stops and my chest is bruised up

I miss the moments when our lips are meeting

I kiss the lips that i have touched

I hear your voice echo in the hallways of the emptiness i feel when im alone

I crave your kisses at moments when i miss you the most

I feel cold with you not being here whispering in my ears the things i want to hear

I feel empty without the warmth of your arms

I lay in bed and gaze at the walls

Wanting to break them and go look for you wherever you are

I know we are killing ourselves a memorable moment at a time

We are dying right in front of each others eyes

But oh this love has made as blind

With a blindfold of painkillers and a glass of wine

I can guarantee you, we wont come out alive

Could i die besides you tonight?

I feel ever so lonely

And If i get buried, could it be by your side?

I want you to hear my heart beating for you in eternal life

I drink your kisses slowly and savor the little time we have left

Life cant promise us eternity as I can promise you my love till death

And this night devours me whole

Im lost in pitch black and the poison taints my soul

But i know, I know that you will be back, tomorrow to keep me in your arms

To fill my emptiness in and protect me from all harm

I love you darling, I love you with all i have....all i have..

© 2011 Jay


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Jay
Jay

Watsonville, CA



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