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Oh the mistress falls in love

Yes the mistress falls in love

Deep deep into my shallow heart

Breaking it as she enters

She tortures me well

Im helpless and cold surrounded by no one in this dull minded world

And the passion burns me inside and my blood boils

Ive become something unwanted in the mirror

Take a needle take a string

She weaves herself on me

Tortured, im tortured by this apathy

Loneliness shouts, schizophrenic mouths

Tears shatter on the wooden floor

Im in love shes in love no more

No liars we are, surely we are oh lord

Have mercy on my poor desolated soul

I don't pray no i dont pray

She preys on this heart unwillingly

Insane am i for letting her in

My heart is vulnerable my life is vulnerable

Im lost lost in this place

A place I dont think she knows off

I need a hand, i need her hand

I wont get it

Suffocating under all this madnesss

Counting my breaths

Im dying slowly

Ive been talking to the dead

I share kisses with the dark

I share stories with myself

I spit wishes on the stars

But my wishes bring me down

Now ive got a tainted heart

No i have no heart

I hate this feeling

I hate this feeling

Of being alone without the one you love

So ill kiss memories goodbye

Cuz they promise me they'll come back

And they do, how loyal

Ive been biting my lips, bleeding

Ive been on my knees pleading

Im in need of leaving

Towards her arms

Her image kills my eyes and yet im not blinded

I want to hold her I want to hold her

Nevermind my feelings, Please mind my feelings

I dont know what im talking about

Im talking nonsense, no one understands

Maybe you would

If you were where i stand

Im going mad

Im going mad

Im loosing you

I want us back

I reach my hand in the grave of love

And try to look for my heart

Surely the cold hearted ground has devoured enough

Not enough hours in this worthless clock

Tick tock tick tock

Tears drop like shots

Minutes and minutes

Seconds and seconds

Dont matter much

Words are just words with no meaning

I lost it all

I lost it all...