Suicide

Suicide is my girl and I think of her all the time
Suicide is my world and she's one of a kind
Suicide lies underground but to me she never lies
Suicide is an angel in disguise
Suicide kisses me like there's no tomorrow
Suicide misses me more than anyome
Suicide heals all my sorrows
Suicide is never wrong
Suicide appreciates all the right things I do
Suicide forgives me for all my mistakes
Suicide loves me more than you
Suicide has what it takes
I'm free as a bird in her eyes
And when I feel lonely she pulls me in like a trigger
I've got a loaded gun of guilt
And so the affection is bigger
She kisses me with razorblades
Like lips and can I say
She is a great kisser
And I miss her foreplay
I can't take her out of my mind
Her arms are my only haven
Cuz everythings so wrong
And she will sure take me to heaven
She's the loveliest girl
And ill kill myself for her
Cuz the thought of loving her
Makes me happy




I can't do anything right, everything I do is wrong. I'm sorry things turn out to be this way but I feel ever so lonely and ashamed. I'm sorry I can't be perfect, I'm sorry I can't listen, I'm sorry I can't say the right things and I'm sorry for f*****g things up. But its okay, ill stay out of your way, I could tell by the way you hung up, that you meant a solid goodbye. Let me have u know that I hate myself for so many reasons, including not being what you want when u want it. Its been so long but I can't take this....I'm depressed...mad..fucked up...I've got so many love that lies underneath all this bullshit...I'm sorry...ill stay out of your way...ill speak when I'm spoken...ill lock myself up, isolate myself, cuz its what you want...I don't hate u, and if I did I'd be because u don't hate me, I deserve it, wish you'd give me a chance, but neither chance or love exists no more on these cold empty roads..

Reviews

[Just Jayren]

Very devilish but well written none the less, the first part capures attention well