What I Can't EscapeA Poem by Seekerthe emotion that has baffled men since the dawn of timeIt hurt when I gave you back to her…
And it hurts that I’m giving up now… And I can lie to myself, Pretending this is nothing, Telling myself that it was pointless to try. We are both too stubborn, Hindered by cause Of our own jagged edges. But I won’t lie. Not while I hold this pen. I’m a coward. As much as I wish To lay my head on your chest And oh how I fantasize Of your arms around my waist Holding me as you once did, Your scent, intoxicating against your breath, Dizzying my senses.. And oh how I wish That it was different. That we both weren’t so messed up, That you would come to me, Quit the pretending Let me know Never let me go Tell me with your lips Because I see it in your eyes… Oh, how I wish it were different. Because I can only keep wishing. Your mixed signals do nothing for my lack of confidence. Pain blossoms within me as you ignore me And oh how I wish I could feel differently. I wish I didn’t feel this way I hate that I’ve written so many poems about You. What makes you so special? Why can’t I get rid of this feeling—this Throb in my heart that I can never escape… © 2009 SeekerAuthor's Note
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