Chapter 13

A Chapter by Dr.Who.LOVER

Chapter 13 of "Forbidden Love."

“No NO NO! It’s not possible It’s just NOT possible” Quil screamed. He had been pacing back and forth screaming that over and over for the last hour. But I didn’t want to believe it either. Just the THOUGHT of me and him…I shuddered.

“Look,” I said standing up trying not to wince at the pain in my body after being electrocuted 200 times, “I don’t want to believe this as much as you but-”

“BUT??!? BUT?!!” he screamed, “NO THERE IS NO BUTS! AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?! BECAUSE THIS ISN’T HAPPENING! THIS IS JUST…” his voice trailed off at the last word. Truth is neither of us knew what was happening and we CERTANTLEY weren’t embracing this with open arms.

Quil sat down in his chair and ran his hands through his hair but it kept falling over his eyes.

“So now what do we do?” I asked collapsing on my mattress.

“What do you mean we?”

“YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH THIS!”

“I DON’T CARE BECAUSE AFTER TOMORROW I WON’T HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU ANYMORE!” he shut his mouth as if he wasn’t supposed to say that.

“What…do you mean after tomorrow?”

“Damn it.” He mumbled, “A fellow hunter is coming out tomorrow…to follow up on your…execution.” My eyes widened. I knew I was going to be killed but the shock of hearing you only have a day to live is still pretty shocking.

“Oh.” That was all I could say. What do you say when someone tells you you’re gonna be killed?

“Yeah…I…”

“You what? You wanna cut off my hair and keep it a souvenir?”

“EW…no I was going to say…I’m…sorry…” his words almost made my jaw drop but I tried not to let it show.

“Why you’re not gonna be here to watch?” He shot to his feet with so much force it knocked his chair back.

“LOOK I’M TRYING TO BE NICE HERE SO THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS-”

“I NEVER ASKED FOR YOUR SYMPATHY OKAY?!!” I said standing up as well so I could look him in the eye. Big mistake. My mom always said the eyes were the window into a person’s soul. You can see what their feeling. I always pushed everyone away when I was afraid…it was one of my defense mechanisms. And I’m sure Quil could see the fear in my eyes. Inside I was a scared little girl looking for someone to protect me. And oddly I wanted Quil to comfort me...I wanted him to hold me and to-WHAT AM I SAYING?!!? I tore my eyes away from him and sat down in the corner with my back turned trying not to cry out. I waited until I heard his footsteps walk away and then heard the door open and shut before I let the tears flow. I cried as hard as I could because…it would probably be the last time I could.

I watched her. I watched her through the camera as she cried as she hugged her knees to her chest. I felt my heart ache and I didn’t care. I wanted to hold her to stroke that beautiful thick hair. I shook the thoughts away but the last one still lingered in my mind. I felt my own tears prick at my eyes. I bowed my head unable to watch her any longer.

“Sparrow…I really am…sorry…”

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