What am I?

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I stare at my reflection in the mirror. But instead of seeing myself.

 

I see a girl. She looks familar but I don't seem to know who she is.

 

She  is a familar stranger to me. She coppies my every movement.

 

Almost as if she is mocking me. I shatter her in front of me.

 

Leaving her in the floor in pieces. What am I? What is my

 

 purpose I ask myself every day and night. I wander aimlessly

 

searching for the answer I despretley need. Do I serve anyone?

 

Will I ever find the true meaning of my life? I feel as though I

 

was a mistake made by God. Like I was never suppose to live. Why...

 

why am I alive? Why did he make me so...abnormal? WHY DID HE

 

CHOOSE TO MAKE ME THIS WAY?!?!?!

Author's Note

This is kinda personal so no rude comments please

Reviews

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... this write stirs the soul ... it's rendered with simple eloquence and immensely profound ... i struggled with this feeling for several years and only in march this year i found my reason for existence ... though i'm still fine-tuning it ... and i know that it needs a lot of labour ... a simple dream ... a focused effort that ensures that i can be at peace ... one person who inspired me incredibly is valentino rossi ... i was watching a race on television once and i realized that it must be so tough for him to win a race ... because there's no one and nothing in front ... it's like a head-long collision into nothing ... and after the race ... he must be so alone ... being able to celebrate with just a few friends and maybe a few journalists ... so aware that everyone who didn't win would nearly be hating his existence ... it truly is lonely at the top ... what i see in this write is someone who is immensely gifted and on the brink of an innovation ... because if you're thinking so intensely then there has to be something that you really aspire for ... i'm not an innovation specialist so i can't tell you what it is ... but i can tell you how i arrived at my simple and humble innovation ... i took a very close look at what and who i was spending my time on ... and tried to focus on things i like ... and i ended up with an online poetry magazine ... that ... to the best of my knowledge has no parallel ... and even if it does ... i know that i stand for poetry and the finer things in life ... i do my best ... and i sleep peacefully ... as the circulation of my magazine increases ... i get lots of criticism ... and less and less people celebrate with me ... but i stay focused ... and take great inspiration ... as i said ... from valentino rossi ... thanks very much for sharing this beautiful piece with all of us ... it really is incredibly meaningful and thought-provoking ...

[RonnieBreight]

i'm sure you're not abnormal. god doesn't make mistakes.
i like the way it starts out. and i like "i shatter her in front of me". it's a cool image. :).

[Anonymous]

This type of poem is usually not my exact cup of tea but you seemed to put it in a way that made me see the images perfectly. I really enjoyed reading this; nicely written.
Few grammar mistakes but I won't bore you with useless details.
Very nice piece, hon. Good job.