Am i Dying...?

Am i Dying...?

A Poem by Dr.Who.LOVER
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very personal...about someone a lost...someone who meant more to me than a boyfriend....someone who was my best friend

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Alone
Lost
Hopeless
Crying
Scared
Sorry
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY!!!
miss you.....
miss them.....
regretting..
cutting...
wondering...
if i'll survive...
if i want to anymore....
my fault 
MY FAULT!!!!!!!
I promised you.........promised myself....i wouldn't lose someone precious to me....ever again.....now you're gone....now they're all gone....accept one.....who i still think should leave.......dying.....dying............

But you don't care...
and I can't blame you....

No one cares.....
There's happiness everywhere....all around me.....

You should be happy....you deserve it.....i try and escape....try to escape thinking about you......so i read....or i write.....pretending THAT is my life.....pretending....because anything is better than this......

© 2013 Dr.Who.LOVER


Author's Note

Dr.Who.LOVER
this is about....about someone a lost...someone who meant more to me than a boyfriend....someone who was my best friend.....and now she's gone....and it's my fault...

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I hope everything turned out better now. I would love to get to know you better

Posted 10 Years Ago


no Anna NO!!!! You're not DYING! I'm here! Please.....I care about you.....please....I love you

Posted 11 Years Ago


Aww what happened....

Posted 11 Years Ago


Dr.Who.LOVER

11 Years Ago

everything....
Silent Knight

11 Years Ago

*hug* you know to mail me.

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Added on April 15, 2013
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