A Passionate Disaster

the title states enough

I lost you, from the heart ache I lost you, in my mind baby I lost you. From the grip of my wet hands cut from pain and drenched in soaked blood and tear and tear and more blood from my heart I finally lost you and I cannot find you. I fell a hundred and one stories into you and I cannot lift myself up because Im stuck in you and attatched to you.

I memorize all the things you've said to me the past three years, and I cant believe you're not around for me to hear them all over again.
I want to be your everything, you once told me, not knowing you are my everything and more.
I cannot live with you because I am forced to live without you, twice you've told me, not knowing I would rather die than not see myself without you.

I need to hold and touch you again, I need to loose myself in you once more to feel once again alive because I miss you and I am in love with you. I was so afraid of falling in love with you because you are too good to be true, and it turned out to be true that you were to good. That night when we were together filled my lungs with air-finally filling it with air so I can breathe your steamy hot breath creep into my esophagus, wetting my lips and grabbing me closer into you, slowly on you.

This time of night my love, around mid-night or later on until 2 am, i feel the most lonliest because those were the hours in which we spent the best nights of our lives together. The hours of the day begining and another one yet to peek around the corners of the clouds.
Watching your eyes is like a blind seeing sunset for the first time, unimaginable colours that flow into thier head uncomprehended for minutes because of the dazzling that occurs in every waking blink. I am like blind, cause I see sunset in your eyes.

 

Reviews

[Slave to Rock]

Wow, it's really easy to get lost while reading this (and I don't mean that as a bad thing!) There were several lines I had to read several times and still I was having a difficult time, but I think that in and of itself adds to this piece. I get a real sense of lost dissillusionment with this that I think anyone can relate to. Overall, nice job.

[nostal]

Nice.