How am I strong?

How am I strong?

I am not strong.

I am a weak person.

Why can’t people see that?

Oh right because I don’t want them to see that.

I want to hide how I really feel.

I can’t let them know,

That every day I look at the pills,

I want to take them all.

I know that it would kill them inside.

If I were gone,

Would they really care?

Could I just be gone and never come back.

Could I just disappear, and no one notice.

I think that I could.

I play invisible pretty will.

I might try it one day.

I bet no one would care.

It’s not like everyone hasn’t left yet anyways.

It’s just a matter of days till everyone else leaves.

I am waiting for that day.

Then there will be nothing holding me back.

I could take those pills,

I bet no one would notice anyways.

I can’t tell anyone this.

I can’t let them know.

Know that I am dying,

On the inside,

I have to hide my pain.

And I will not let anyone see.

Author's Note

I know it sounds a little dark but please be truthful on what you thought about this piece.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A powerful and emotional ride in your thoughts in the poem. A lot of unknown for the reader. Which is good. Allow the reader to think and use their imagination. It is sort of a dark poem. I believe the poem had the feel of real life. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[BlackHeart]

Thank you Coyote reviewing my work and giving me your insight on what you thought of it.

[RazzySkittles]

It's extremely dark and really really sad!!!!!! :'( Well written though!!! :) Has a lot of drama and suspense to it. :) Just really really dark!!! o.O

[BlackHeart]

I'm glad that you told me what you thought and for being truth full thank you very much.