Enraged

An outpour

The nerve you have

To show your disgusted face

Scorn at the plight of the bleeding wounds

Which you inflicted on me

You call it love

The one that cares

Cast away these blinds!

For you have but suffocated me

Gave me the choice to experience the joys

Only to be chained a yard away from them

If ever there was any, then this is it

A living hell

A mortal cannot let go of the worldly pleasures

Of company

Of love

Of indulgence into passions of sorts

Yet you take care enough

To show me in big bold letters

What is out there

Give me the supposed freedom to make my own path

And live my own life

And yet what I have but the rotting leftovers from your journey

Nothing but chains and fetters

On my body

But not on my mind

But they do infect it

For the sight of you erodes every thought

And the vacuum fills with utter disgust

Of you

And your existence

You care for me?

Oh, you have cared enough

Enough already

You know every details of every trick that can torture a mind

For when I look at my self

I am angry

I am pitiful of my existence

So free and yet in a grip so strong

That only the shrieks and screams of disappointment roar out

You took care enough to have more than the likes of you

Crush every single road I lay down to a better world

A temptation I cannot resist

For I have nothing left in this world

Other than my own self

Stooped trusting you and the likes long ago

You are much too caring for my health

And I blame you for every thought of death

That crosses my mind a million times

In the vain hope for peace

Some peace for my destabilized mind

You cared for me

Yes, you cared enough

Enough to have me rotting in this body you gave me

With a mind that you cannot control

But you strive to

Every day

Every moment

With a desolated look, I can agree

That you did succeed

And if ever this string of unwanted breaths is to cease

You should know who caused it

Author's Note

An outpour. Nothing but an outpour. Honest thoughts. Honest opinions. Written in order to lessen the 'rage'.

Reviews

[DESTROYA]

Wow, really great job. It flowed well and was very clear. this poem is filled wih a lot of great lines. The ending seemed perfect, too.

[Beautifully Tragic xPoe..]

Powerful and emotional. Clear sense of anger and engragement. Hope all gets better you. Great write!