Don't Know who I am...

Confusion and sorrow....

Who have I turned into?

I don't know myself anymore.

Strange as it may seem to you

I don't know my own self anymore

 

My thoughts don't feel original

My acts feel copied and done

My feelings feel so fake sometimes

I ever start doubting the Sun

 

Emptiness has engulfed me

It's hard to fight it back

Though at times I succeed

Very few such times, I've had

 

Living and loving no more

But shouting all the time

So many tears and negativity

All held in the heart of mine

 

A few hints are dropped

A few words are shared

A few songs are sung

To those who listen and care

 

A few hugs are exchanged

But I need a little more

I don't feel like myself

I don't know who I am anymore...

Author's Note

Oh! Gosh! What have I turned into??
Life has gone confusing more than ever before....
What to do???

Reviews

[Wolfwind Words]

This poem was wonderfully put together Siya. Even though it speaks of confusion and uncertainty, it's also shows that your mind is already working through the things that it is pondering over.

You have the ability of telling emotion in ways that one can't help but feel right there with you.
This situation this piece speaks of, is one everyone faces. Part of the growing pains of life. It's also not the end of the world. Confusion and questions are staples on the highway to our futures. Some are bright answers, others lead us to more questions.

In times like this...I do what you're doing...I write about it! And hopefully someone may leave a review that allows me to see something in a way that I hadn't before.

Keep writing! Keep talking! And know that you have friends, that will listen and throw you a life line when you need it.

Many hugs!
Aaron Maycroft

[Colleen C Dunphy]

Admitting that you are lost is the first step to finding your way.
This is beautifully written. Once you figure out where you are, and where you've been only then can you decide where you are going.
It seems to me that you are on the right path.
Great write.
Best,
Lee

[Brittany DeFranco]

This poem is wonderful and put together very well. Try to look deep in your heart and find yourself. ^-^

I lost myself for years and now I've found it. I'm truely lucky to know my friends that helped me. Goodluck finding yourelf and you maybe have turned into a loving person ^-^
~Brittany

[Joseph - Michael]

Yeah, you're not alone on this one, I mean, I've gone through that several times before. Also, there are the others like that as well. All I can say is just give yourself the moment to think and be patience. Whatever you do, don't look into the mirrior, because mind tend to play trick on you and give you the wrong ideas. Other than that, just take it nice and slow, then you'll get around eventually...

Anyway, it's a real great piece you've written there and I seriously can relate to everything you've put down, because I, too, have asked myself the same things as well. Well, not in the prose ways. But, it's all great tho...