Changed

I wanna change...for good

It has been awhile

Since I last cried

Have I changed somehow?

Coz' this is so unlike me

Not to cry myself to sleep

Thinking about all the moments

That I spent with myself

Feeling so alone...

Or fretting over the storng guilt

That I carry inside

About all the things I've done till date

Good AND bad both

I feel weird

I feel strange

I feel as if I'm somebody else

It's right..

I'm not myself today

I've pulled down the curtain of pain

Which separated me from the outer world

And its happiness

Its grandeur

Its beauty

And now I feel so wonderfully strange

I'm so happy for a change

I'm glad this chnage occured

As I've had enough of this brooding

For my whole life-time

Crying for petty things

Which don't really matter

And worrying my minutes away

On unimportant things

I'm so glad that I've turned into a new person

Someone who's careless enough to live life

Someone who's not shy to confess her true feelings

Someone who's doens' get sad when people misunderstand

I'm someone who's changed so much

Changed into something so good...

And I quite like the new 'me'...

Author's Note

"One optimistic view...
One hope...
One desire for my future
That I'll change into something as such..."
Enjoy.....^_^

Reviews

[Face In A Crowd]

You are good. A promising writer for sure!