F**k you

F**k you

A Poem by Spinning Spiraling Out of my Control

I keep thinking about my uncle

But if I stop them, I’ll ruin the party,
I can’t do that

I just have to stay calm,
Be quiet
Cry quietly

So they won’t notice
So their smiles won’t falter
So their attention won’t go to me

I can’t do that
I can’t
I just have to escape

To someplace that no one will come to
So I can cry
Breathe again
Remind myself that I’m alive
Forget people who take suicide lightly


Stupid a*s mother fuckers like Bo Burnham

F*****g Bo

I’ve delt with a loss of a close family member from suicide
I don’t care if it’s a joke

Now kids our age will think it’s a f*****g joke

When it’s f*****g not

So I hope you f*****g die in a hole

No one asked for your stupid a*s songs

So one cares

And if your f*****g Music is making everyone think your song is “funny”

I hope you realize I’m sitting in my friends bathroom recovering from a panic attack just from thinking about my uncle
I’m thing not to let them know so I won’t ruin their birthday
So I don’t take the f*****g attention from your f*****g song

So f**k you
F**k.
You.

© 2018 Spinning Spiraling Out of my Control


Author's Note

Spinning Spiraling Out of my Control
I hate him and don’t say it’s just a “joke”

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