"Meaningless"

Everything is takin farther away
down past the stores
where the children would play
walking by i would smile
the clouds over head are light blue blankets
holding back the warmth
No blinding light to close my sight
walking past the flowers
the smell brings memories of other walks
Other smells, but what is this smell?
it flashes for me
I daydream of the time
that one time when we walked
down past the houses and talked
Camera in hand always at your side
so you could take in all the beautiful things that everyone else missed
i saw them too
she made me love the little things
so now i catch myself walking alone
daydreaming that she is there
i'm watching as she tells me to look at the smallest
most beautiful flower
i would just stand there
just stand
as a tear slowly falls
missing that small beautiful thing
For I walked down the wrong path
My mind chose to leave
And I left my heart behind
it still burns with passion
it still feels love
I hope she will know
that she made
made the world beautiful
she saw the small things in me
she believed in me
and i hurt her
i wish i hadn't
she is so sweet
she always will be
the most beautiful
the most thoughtful
girl who i wish wouldn't want to grow up
i would have loved to meet her
when i was about 6 years old
short with my light brown hair .
we could have played in the park
been friends forever
but you hate me
that hurts to hear
when you love and feel for someone
And they dispise you
they dont understand
i'm sad for this
but
it is meaningless