"What To See"

look back

 I couldn't see what I've done

I walk by, I dont even try

i wish i could say how i feel

look you in the eyes

say what i think

I can never look you in the eyes

I just cant be mean

how can't i just say it, Damn

I see things differently

One day you'll see

That day is far off in the distance

see, I'm running from the world

I hate facing problems, so, I just say i dont care

And I'm just cool with it

Well, I'm not

I dont have anyone

And I can see

What I'm not, And it keeps me from you

I shelter myself in, Numbingly cold inside

Dont even try to help

I'm telling you now it wont help

Just go on living

I've been like this my whole life

And no-one yet has seen

What I have seen