Sitting alone feeling sad for myself

Sloth

I am sitting alone in my room feelings sad for myself

I am exhausted from feeling sad in my life and I desperately want a change

I list out all of my problems and I realize I am the only one who can make the change

But I sit alone in my room, listen to a sad song and feel bad for myself.

I feel bad when girls that will never love me, but only hate me like I hate myself.

I feel bad when I know the changes I need to make in my life but I sit and make no change.

Instead of working out, instead of getting more sleep, instead of being good, I make no change

And I sit alone in my room feeling sad for myself.

I like to dream of a magical place

Where dreams come true and I can rest my eyes

A place where my sorrows melt and God is in my heart

I hate that I am in this terrible place

Where my dreams are dead and late nights strain my eyes

A place where my sorrows melt me and there is a hole in my heart.