*Consolation Prize*

Its true what they say Im realizing the truth up until this day You use me as a consolation prize When you need something you act all nice I helped you when you were falling apart Instead of a thank you, you broke my heart Ive done a lot of bad things But not too horrible to deserve these mis treatings

Im lost& everyday the pain just keeps getting worse Im only 14, not a psychiatric nurse I have problems like you I need help too But you never stop& think about the way I feel These things I hear see& feel seem un realWhy dont you stop talking& listen to me speak the words of a sinner Its been almost 15 years since ive been fighting, &so far hatred has become the winner

You look at me& think I dont have worries of my ownThey never get better all they do is grow You not a bother when you come to me for help Im just not the best person, eventhough for a long time I felt what you felt So if your still listening Look at the stars, for you they are glistening 


Things are never crystal clear But you have nothing to fear Look within you when you are most lost Giving up, you shall not I cant promise you ill always be there But I can always give you my honest opinion& hear you out, this I swear So if you ever listened to a word I said Please let me go I need to go rest in my bed Ill forgive you if you let me rest If you really love me, youll know this is best...

Reviews

[shadowknight]

I love this poem. it is very ambiguous.