Tell Me What You Think

give me your opinion. i'm open to suggestions. message me on what you think

I keep getting the memories back, and when I kiss his lips its like he sends them off. they stop in their tracks and leave me alone.

until I start seeing it again

is it normal to cry and smile and laugh and be so terribly scared of losing someone?

I am scared.

I really don't have a sense of direction.

I just look at him and smile because he makes me feel a whirlwind of emotions.

yea, that's the way it feels.

that's the way it is.

and maybe, just maybe, this time ill know what it means.

twice. I was about to die.

then he came along unannounced, just like he does when he comes over to my house.

it feels like home when im with him

now bare with me my dear audience.

yes indeed, I am about to involve God.

I've been hoping that God doesn't take him away from me.

everyone in the past either left me, forgot me or died.

died when I was so close to happiness.

God, I don't want him to take him.

im begging him, to keep him from harms way.

but what if im the one who ends up harming him.

hes delicate. fragile and beautiful.

honestly, I am terrified. I don't want to hurt him and he knows this.

yet he stays by my side.

yea, I am terrified