Remembering...A Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Influenced by Charles Bukowski's Rain, and The Sound of Silence, the metal version by Disturbed.
Iris
The last flower petal(’s metallurgy)
Falls through the cracks of the sidewalk
A(n endless dishevelled incendiary) memory of dead forests,
Ocean’s of clovers supernova in the ozone glaucoma
Metamorphosis in the flora’s corridors Ouroboros of the murky purgatory
Waterboarded accordions borderline entwined with the kaleidoscope of hyacinths
Spindling the belligerent infinity of broken-winged Nymphs incinerating whimpering
Incendiary planetariums rolling foliage of smorgasbord orgies till morning
Gregorian quarries primordial horoscopes of corneas
Subordinate in ordinary plumerias of prairielands
Gandering salamander in Lamborghinis of hammered hamlets
Cramming ragged zigzagging dandelions abandoned
Into the lilac banner of a rancid iris
Dryads of eyelashes capsized asters pastors flabbergasted blasphemy’s rhapsody
Factions of dreamcatcher castaways
Black suns, floating kites of lightning strikes midnight
Hammocked canvasback labyrinths
Bannered pomegranate lavender scabbards chrysanthemum
Rorschach aphrodisiac comets following the swallowing of polyphonic andromeda
Avenue latter’s lanterns of gargantuan amaranthine pantheons
Bantering cancerous of cytoplasmic candlelight babbling Avalon
Bathing in the bloody sun of a hallowed evening
The sun that drops below and melts into the blackness
The slate is wiped clean again
The slate in wiped clean again
The slate is wiped clean of you
The trees of grey photographs monochrome ozone’s and drop their withered leaves
At your doorstep
And I can do nothing but cry
The house of God is hollow
The house of God is hallow
(In the chest of its evanescence a half-crescent)
And in this hallow lies your corpse
Am I,
The corpse still breathing?
Am I awake til dreaming?
Am I a bluebird screaming?
You come for me like a madman searching for reason (while I only have questions)
In unfulfilling agreement
You run and bleed like the captive to your freedom (that you keep in vestige)
A living remnant and a reject?
You plant the seed of a city within the womb of mutiny
(Spreading its roots through a concrete noose)
A skimming segment in the jigsaw
Picking up the pieces of you, your shell,
Crackling against the force of another (radio) wave
Somebody within flawed, again
Shattered bones and stone jawed men
Heaven’s own, a hellish limbo’s web
The rim jobs head, the uncut thread
And now we come take to your depths
In search of buried treasure, you left behind
Such worthless beauty, in the rusty pennies
The hallucinogenic heaven, (the empty decrescendo)
Of your eyes
Second Story
Delirious geniuses dreaming spirits incoherently as veneered lyrics spill amaryllis
Like the washed-up willow-wisp of frivolous chiselled daffodil guillotines
Wingless Olympian spriggans of stygian polygamy
Spilling ventriloquists of trilling Liliana
Lilies of silicon frilly vermillion pavilions over cerulean cathedrals
Chameleon chandeliers of Bandersnatch
Rapture’s ashtrays alabaster pathos dilapidated cacti of violet hymens
Sulphuric lacquered teardrops mocking kaleidoscopic doppelgangers
The foliage of an oil rig gout aurora borealis from my open mouth
Spitting out the fumes of the ludicrous jubilant
Acrylic villas of umbilical basilicas bristle the n*****s of syphilis
The terpsichorean graffiti of a double helix
Ethereal murals mirroring Elysium
Lost beacons in the helium delirious dreamlands spanning pandemonium’s cacophony
Queasy cathedrals of a bipedal amphitheatre
Dust devil cerebellums umbrella interstellar melodies Cinderella
Helicopter’s nocturnes misanthropic psychotropic rockets
The ricochet of an empty page bounces around my empty skull
Like a firefly in a jar
I squash their flickering lithium
(Their stunted wings and glowing fairylike thorax)
Squeeze and smear my tears incoherently into a bioluminescent ink
To bring some light to my words
I also live in a jar, at times
A flame that is but a sun to a motherless sky
I am made of wax
Eyes widening in the formaldehyde
A dying chimera
I walk through the pavement forests of urban hermits
Umbra’s of fumbling tongues of tumbled tundra Nunavut
A steampunk sundial spun wild bumblebees somersaulting smiling Gaia
Marijuana gondolas mandala fondling armada anacondas andromeda
Hands of God, bands of gauze, boulevards of scars stargazing
Sometimes there is no moral compass
To those who have found out how to be lost
Looking at blinking neon signs without direction
Egoless rejects
Drunk and thirsty,
Fumbling through the cave of the night sky
To lose your mind and find yourself looking for something
In the blindness of a horizon enshrined in my iris
The creation ovulates discombobulating Neapolitan onomatopoeia
Fondu in jubilance lucrative lucid grin at the fuselage hallucinogens
Zombies of rondos sonata concubine flatlining discombobulated mantras of rhyme
The fauna and the comets obelisk of meteoric euphoria
The gobbledegook willow wisp ventriloquist tongue-tied tripping over sentences
Wisteria of a paraplegic legion of dreamlands
Eagle sands manhandling amplified ramifications of Gods’ damned ramblings
Of pianos Michelangelo
Fragile angels star-spangled amethysts entangle pandemonium
Glistening riffraff eucalyptus shapeshifter pixies
Rippling polycrystalline labyrinthine symphonies
Opaque skyscrapers serrated with the blaze of aeons
Radiating maelstroms of harlequin wisteria
Visionaries parade and barricade
Flaring into the clarity of vicarious serenades
Infentesimo maleficence cardiovascular pestilence
Infinitesimal decibels resonance reverberates
Through the concrete plate like hell’s saints
Everest metallurgy of the serpentine furnaces
Crowbarred murderers of the urban hernia
Call the open choir of the fire hypothermia
As subservient hurricanes graze with a heavenly gaze
As the world sways halos tornado rays radio off the rails to the grails’ cadence
As the Himalayans’ cradle radiance homo-sapien
As the subterranean wisteria malaise bend like clay
Hazy beige in the gale of maelstroms
Gladiolus shouldering smouldering oceans of poltergeists smoking opium in dystopia
Cataclysmic labyrinthine apocalyptic blitzkrieg ventriloquist
Beautiful silver not yet gold
I play this game and bargain my jargon
I read worldlines of worldliness
And write passages I’ll walk through in time like a traveller
Clothe myself in the fabric of history
The gospels of clockwork Cocytus (sailing cottontail azaleas)
Serving time a minuteman until
I become the period at the end of each sentence
Presenting my pastimes without a future
A cloaked figure ahead of my lifetime
Chasing fairy tales on the edge of a dime behind a tight schedule
Keeping the hands of the clock at arms’ length
Out of touch, (as the asters pastel)
Hanging on a minute counting seconds till my final hour
At the end of the day
Tomorrow was a long time ago
The foundation of an era is a second story building
Blind
Asterisks abstract Rorschach nimbostratus avalanche the passageways of praise
Chaos crisscrossed oceans in the monochrome domains
The depths of exodus and the resurrecting pestilence
Nameless alien mazes of crazy stargazer ukulele azaleas
Maelstrom lazily hazel in the pale halos of lackadaisical chaos
Resurrected speckled retinae of Nephilim’s requiem
Specular sepulchre in the night sky’s heavy
With lilac pines unwinding sundials
Crestfallen melancholic hollow volumes
Of pastels unravelling sopranos neo Angelo
The piano anvils of Avalon
Staccato vibrato
Aneurisms bedazzled candlewick
Amaranthine chandeliers
Eternity’s vertebrae
Feudally luminous altocumulus
Voodoo of the blooming pseudonyms ruminating luminous
Elastic acupuncture homunculus summits bungalow
Of vernacular blackberry Rorschach earwax vaccinations
Spiked ichor of a triceratops
Of psychotropic hemlock mockingbirds
Merging in the bloodcurdling of a night sky’s violet
Fossils of doppelganger eye-socket velociraptors
Blossoming from concrete holocaustic
Faucets of claustrophobic dystopian utopias
Interwoven in the frozen snow globe chromosomes
Of homogenized leviathans
Snowflake spades of aegis platelets of aethers’ creation
Among endless smokestacks of books
In the coiling rainforests wind tore oracles of rhinestone polaroid corneas
Through the looking-glass of asphalt graffiti
In the liquid asphyxiation of wayward graveyards
To fallen stars carrion arbitrarily American
Apothecary apophthegms apoptosis
Beyond garrisons of marionettes
Clarinets of clockwork nocturne closeted by discombobulation
Apostles’ gouache the psychotropic apocrypha misanthropic Gestapo
Lopsided shrines of nihilists violin iris strings
Stemming from the perennial hemorrhages of endlessness in hemispheres
Incoherent as the morning rain
Island dryads, wyverns of trident xylophone kaleidoscopes
Copious in the dopamine of bad dreams
Zigzagging craggy Pythagorean Ragnarök Cocytus
Radios of ascension blending heavy renegades
Paralysis of amalgams oasis of homeostasis in extraordinary metamorphosis
Awakening the stake between my trachea
Dissecting ascension of emptiness
My only closeness is to apotheosis
Watcher
Phantasmagorical Ouroboros midichlorian monochorea auditoriums corridor
In floral coiling corneas
Vilifying wind-chiming barbed-wire spirals xylophone rhinestones
Vile lilacs hiding primal diamonds of silent pious vibrance
Lithium polycrystalline asphyxiation
Taoism pallets shadow lavenders with cannabis
The knotted prominence of the bottomless audience contemplating mayhem
Discombobulating (hallways of) audio mitochondrial nations
Inhaling radio waves like a tsunami of origami (margaritas)
The crumbled manuscript of obituaries
The waxing and waning vacuums of craniums
Vocal chords smorgasbord
Reeling cerulean elysian memorabilia of hemophiliac azaleas
Infernal eternals gurgle murmuring metallurgical journals
Of ferns in the burgundy blurred
The monstrous embouchure of a shackled saxophone blackened castles in
The twisted abyss(al forsythia) of its hallways,
Its maze of passages, valves in the black book of God
Screaming seagulls from the sweat of a furled brow’s psalm
The mouthpiece of God, warped noise
Chattering amaranthine canvased tangling analog
Bending through the knotted tomb
The chamber of the heart’s labyrinth
(A metallic galaxy)
(The womb of a universe)
Until it comes out beautiful
From etching the denim assemblage crevices of heavens’ evanescence
Clandestine to destiny’s maleficent ecstasy
Perpetually wrestling with sketching its leprosy indefinitely
Leaping from the mouth of the lord
Like embers from the endless flame
Alien azaleas flail in the wailing gale of a stale wind
Spiralling diaphragm diaphragmatic
An out of focus looking glass plastered ashen aphrodisiac
With ecclesiastical brass stalagmites
As light hermaphrodites
Bleeding into colourful gutters of butterfly umbrage, brotherhood
Wondrously lusting basking in the masquerade of afternoon rays
Boundless sound waves amalgamated valves in the hallelujah
Voices spiralling violence in the wiles of hyacinth wildfire
Follicles on the face of the earth pockmarked artisans
Knocked off-tempo empty cemeteries of gregarious paradise
Mockingbird hypothesis fibreoptic opera of copulating clockwork apocalypse
Gradually unravelling malleable alleyways vacant to the oasis of hatred
Bottomless mitochondrial discombobulated abominations
Of a pixyish abyss omnificent in the polycrystalline forsythia
To the tune of an all-consuming spooning universe
Hemlock clockwork knocked off-tempo
Prism’s rhythm livid aneurisms
Mitochondrial audio lobotomy gondolas
Of draconic rondos omnicompetent incognisant
Amaranthine canvases
The unbalanced hourglass pastures of satin masquerades
Ukuleles of azalea jailbird fail to follow the trail of a braille maelstrom
Zigzagging craggy Pythagorean
In stagnant tapestries off the gap of megalomanic magazines
Stanzas of labyrinthine symphonies
Pit me against the mutilated glaciers’ immolation
Blessing tempestuous restlessly on these multilateral battlefields
Empty depths of cerulean speleothems
With the remnants of penance’s excrement
Rinsed in photosynthesis fentanyl sentinels
An emissary of the chainlink fence
Climbing over the (barbed-wire) adversity of another body of light
I’d rather close my eyes than go blind
And become a shadow
Tongue Lashings
Echoes molecular sepulchre in this lustrous clusterfuck
Multilateralism’s inquisitor slithering livers of oblivion
The gallows of wildflowers in the ghettos of metallurgy contemporaries
Set fire to the night sky igniting
Smokestacks in the rachet of the blackness
Dribbling words like a basket-case
Between classes
Tongue lashings
Remembering
Incendiary
Unendingly
A pretender in a cemetery
Clergy demiurge blending
Of the sentimental bending sentences’ labyrinthine penitentiaries
Hurting for eternity
Unravelling bouquets of sun rays and periwinkle inkblots
In the grey grazing malaise of Salem’s engraving conclaves of everglade azaleas
The maze of a faceless mosaic
Alstroemeria marionettes
Patient oasis praying through aeons in séance
Waltzing alcoholic melancholia with stanzas of penultimate
Camouflaging collages dissolve within the pottery of my arteries
Incandescent heavens of venom in effervescence altocumulus luminescence
Magenta nebulas oeuvre of pestilential placenta
Vorpal incorporeals keeping rhythm to the persnickety equilibrium
Risen to christen the circumcision of still-birthed churches of tuberculosis
Motionless mitosis explosions of oceanless coconuts fluxing illustrious
The suffocating creators of construction paper aether
Folding our origins into chlorophyll Morningstar metamorphosis
Intercoursing voices buoyant to the noiselessness
Voids of hemorrhoids open and close their eyes Frankenstein
The dollar sign in a fallen sky polymerized
As sentenceless centuries entropy and intertwine on ultraviolet highways
Blooming from inside me
Sulphuric murals of ethereal immaterialism
The formless horizon
Beneath the silent moon’s illumination
Lucid music of the waltzing altocumulus’ abyss unmaterialistic
Nature’s acres of laquear aether gates of salvation
As I step through broken glass
The plastic rapture cluttered submarines of subterranean arcadian megalomania
And plant my feet into the grave of another human forest
Swimming incendiary in the thirsty dirt
Through broken mirrors where shadow become body
And body become shadow
And black became white
And white became Death
Columns of light that hold up the house of God
Remembering
Lackadaisical subterranean maelstroms mosaics (of) the break of dawn
Walking away from the light of a streetlamp
The shadows grew longer than the Shinigami astronomers of origami andromedas
Skyscrapers that cast their (Rorschach) shackles (on passerby’s)
Upon the prison of this earth
A picturesque chrysalis blossoming holocaustic gospels in the phosphorous
Offspring of the broken-winged blue jays
The frayed edges of Armageddon’s’ malaise of pages
Splintered (polycrystalline) words and (infinite) phrases
A crosswalk we bare a newborn child of civilization
Cremating creation in the embers resonating flower petals in every embryo
The tempo of emptiness
Harbouring Tartarus carnival’s into halogens discombobulated
The sentinels of ventilating hatred
Fed by the colours smothering the payload of a maelstrom’s halos
Painted in the rainbows of our failures railroading into exodus
Exploding corneas into locomotive osmosis morse code intercourse
Every dose a morsel of our own shedding semideus
Heavenless feathers of proletarian serenades
Walking over each other just to get a little higher
The highest seat to watch the world burn
But we butterflies
Still star-crossed lovers
Die
Shuddering under sun or in the gutter
There are no riches left for prying hands
There is no love within these hearts of strangled strands
You cannot hope to reach each grain of sand
But even still
The pavilion keeps us dry
So we never go out into the rain
And dance with the lone crow
As it sits cooing in the trepid trees
They must have thought I was a madman
Laughing at the fate I was damned to cling to
(Within these woods)
They looked the other way
But I myself
Wouldn’t want to face myself
I understood the need for silence
The gift of solitude
The need for emptiness
Filling me
With just
Enough to smile
There’s something wrong with me
Isn’t there?
Swallowing the roach
Hiding high
Within my smoke?
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Added on March 26, 2021Last Updated on April 27, 2021 Tags: remembering AuthorR.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Burlington, Halton, CanadaAboutMost of my poems can be differing lengths depending on the time you want to spend reading them. You can avoid reading anything brackets, or read it all. If you want an in-between, you can read only th.. more..Writing |