The BendA Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)An attempt at the larger poems that I used to make. They often combined elements of sound bounding and rhythm with areas of double entendres. However, this time I wasn't able to succeed fully.Adam’s apple didn’t bear fruit Eden’s ethereal immaterial murals Mirroring metallurgy blurring eternity Do we rot rather than ripen? The crutches of my branches pull my crippled family roots I may walk with a limp But this wooden Cain will leave Abel-bodied Pollinate the astronomers’ andromeda harmonica Supernova four-leaf clovers’ locusts of osmosis Poignant with romance aroma’s of soma With the trancelike tranquillity Of the vilified standstill anvil clouds Of a silken milky-way silicon parhelion Velvet umbrellas belladonna mándala Cosmopolitan cosmos In double entenderé comets of kilometres Tenebrous nebulous lactescent evanescence Trespasses splashing pastures of aquamarine Socrates the octaves of philosophers Vorpal incorporeal visceral eclipse Of history’s existence abyssal pacific willow wisps Bliss blisters kisses promiscuous whispers slipknots With the cinnabar of a fallen star With the cloudy alcoves of Valkyries Sable maelstroms fairytale fables of halos Galileo unveiling in the marrow of a pale baritone’s voice Engulfing metropolitan Altocumulus Pituitary hallucinations blooming oozing Of movements congruently gratuitous Ruminating in unison Vicarious chariots of marionettes Incandescently maleficent Chess effigies of sequestered Bethlehem Requiem deafens the molecular sepulchre Chiselled umbilical biblical illustrations Acrylic syllabus Icarus shapeshifting Pastels bellow Maribelle Of cerebellum balconies welcoming Alchemical renaissance seance Of swaying aether Aegises Of Himalayans waxing and waning homo-sapient In reanimation botanical tyrannical avalanches Dancing amaranthine Champagne tapestries rhapsody The alabaster stratospheric Strawberry clarinets of tempestuous crevices ineligible Obsidian parhelion yellows indigo silhouettes Destined clandestinely vesicular Respiratory orchestrated metamorphosis Chlorophyll trilling basilica in the vermillion synagogue Resurrecting ectoplasm’s unravelled halogens blend heavenly Spiralling irises violet as the sirens on the overcrowded highways Metallurgy’s vertigo turntables Derailing deranged tiaras Of the highest point of the tree Gratuitous Another hole in the wall brings life Spotlighting rays of grace into the empty room in my mind Barely in standstill, hallelujahs’ ballerina Mona Lisa Ultraviolet silence in vibrance hurricanes with their eyes on me Mayhem’s decadence parades Salem Painting oasis with the rockface of a glacier’s caper The skyscrapers kiss the clouds until drunk The clumsy rays of sun spun into spirals of bronze yarn And I am still alone in the rain
When you take the human out of the man, What do you leave behind? A shell; a husk The seed of hatred, disdain, despair, or depression, flowers, bears fruit Buried in the cold soil, a body That eventually If it were allowed to grow bigger than itself Would become an entire Tree of Woe And if the sapling were to spread its roots Would it not eventually become a forest of its own? A free man’s Eden? For another split Adam to choke on? To infect the ricocheting hallways That envelope the city streets with echos of the past A question waiting for an answer Romantic cadavers savvy with lavish cannabis Crabapple rapture, cracked windows, frayed pages Hazy waxing and waning mazes Of record-players spiralling in different dialects Dialling daisy’s dazzle in the lazy craniums of lithium’s chrysalis A kiss on a mother’s cheek, a tear paints the face A beacon down the well drowns in hell A star burns itself inside out into a dwarf A black hole in a heavy heart When man found he was made hollow, he decided To fill himself with life until he could live To take away the life he couldn’t give The empty feeling in the gutters of his stomach The taste of sour vinegar, the bitter end of a cigarette Forbidden fruits, loose screws in my music box mind My closet door, the gibberish of letters tattoo ringing in my ears Sleeping with the monster behind the mirror waiting For my shadow to swallow me whole For the leviathan to blow out the candles of my soul The birthday cake skyscrapers crumbling to dust The rusty succulent offerings of blossoming holocaust The cold fireplace that smokes out the bones of civilization That forks out my last meal Dangling from star-spangled hanging trees A poison apple redder than blood, cauterized from the tree Ripe to be ripped by white moon teeth Into an abstract masterpiece of God’s façade called man Adam’s apple couldn’t bear to be a fruitful endeavour Devouring the last supper Eden’s ethereal immaterial murals mirroring metallurgy blurring eternity Baptize the sunrise blue and holy as the flooding tears of man Do we rot rather than ripen? When we return to the earth, Do the vines of our circulatory cornucopia Blend into these entities hallucinogenic vengeance of heaven’s mending placenta The crutches of my branches pull my crippled family roots forward I may walk with a limp But this wooden Cain will leave Able-bodied Someday And I can be alone again Amidst my lone wolfsbane Where sheepskin covers The broken bark of your bite And the sap of my glasshouse Can rebuild playing billiards with stones And I can shatter into a million Blades of grass When you take the human out of the man, What do you leave behind? A shell; a husk The seed of hatred, disdain, despair, or depression That eventually if it were to grow; becomes an entire Tree of Woe And if the sapling were to spread; would it not become a forest of its own? A free man’s Eden? For another split Adam to choke on? Are all the fruits that hang on my branches dead? Choking on their own brainstems? Too nervous to system Too silent to listen Brothel’s apostate philosophers Prophecies left in the seas of plastic debris Drowning in the wastebasket of a casket Basilisks elixir the noose of crucifixion God triumphs King David is goliath The hand reaching from my throat to pluck the apple from my chest From my head From my stem The rats-nest from beneath my breasts Like a flower ripped from the earth Like a child at birth Stripped of the comfort of my empty A life of false promises I can’t fulfill And promised lands that lead to nowhere Broken promises fixate on repairing I break out in song Gospels of metallic psalms balanced palms Babylons that stretch ribbons through the scissors that schism the fabric of history I wear like a scarf around my neck Trek through the wreckage of Nephilim’s nectar And find nothing left but a requiem A soft body without a shell to keep its yolk from spilling vermillion The guillotine of the sun slides through a clockface sky I close my eyes and the fibers of the horizon dilate in the firefly of my iris Like a moth to a flame As the matchstick burns to grey And my eyes drink my life away As I look upon the yawning jaws of Nirvana Aburn Autumn with the fauna of a lost holocaust Where Eden is a bombshell Breathing in the throttle of the engines of phlegm Blemish the inkblot Apocrypha of a city’s levity And the explosion of the comatose minds intertwine in the night sky And the forest of nooses loose-lips Lucifer whispers through the loops of hallucinogens And we all choke on the fibres of Nilihism And the prism of diamond kaleidoscopes interlope And the rhythm of heartbeats carry on Until we learn to crawl Fit through the hoops loopty-loop between our neuron cells, rebel Building walls of asphalt The clearing between dreamlands and second Eden The poison apple, the hanging tree The fallen leaves Weaving Elysium from the phoenix of our cerebral double-helixes Teasing Jesus, grim reaper, creeping through frequencies The sounds of heavy breathing heaving creed The calm soul a beacon Stars in the night sky were born to die I am a sunrise I am a night sky Among the amplifier of lamplights, sirens vilified I am the strings of an electric guitar made from my helixes torn apart I am a car that waits to start I am the storm of euphoria A chorale of human animals, I am the steady sound that surrounds you I am chained and bound born Valkyrie I am a mountain and an ocean I am a firebird frozen I am the dawn before the dead I am the start between the end I am the heart I wish to send To be the beat beyond the bend I am the art on graffitied pavement I am the devil of archangels I am the treble and the bass hit I live in a hellhole, an oasis My words are spacecrafts in cold stasis I am the truth you haven’t faced yet I was born a liar and delinquent I question every answer you are thinking My hands neon sign language, tears unblinking Chainlink fences that climb over God Over the bend in our facade Nothing left to land on And beyond the sidewalk of the scuttling void The rats will be scorned unclean under Industrial umbrage of an unborn tongue That has no motherland to father a brotherhood with Family will be as disjointed as broken bones Skeletons of houses will rust like scarecrows And God will smoke trees Until we burn in his secondhand fumes of a higher power And the machine of man will keep on ticking Like a clock that ran out of time And I will trample you Before you step on my eggshell hope On your way down the elevator shaft Hatching my over easy heart A bluebird Nesting between the black and white A playground of ribcages to hang your head from And God knows his children need to learn how to dangle Like an apple In a forest that will swallow you And call you fruit When the jaws of concrete dig into the meat In a way that only the monster of falsehood can In it's stone cold eyes Gold and blind The Eve of yesterday A latter of ribs reaching up to the attic of heaven Bent out of shape until beautiful again
© 2020 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Author's Note
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AuthorR.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Burlington, Halton, CanadaAboutMost of my poems can be differing lengths depending on the time you want to spend reading them. You can avoid reading anything brackets, or read it all. If you want an in-between, you can read only th.. more..Writing |