Cloud Forest

Cloud Forest

A Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
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I put my heart into this poem. Although I feel I still need to improve, I know you will love this poem, if you just take some time to read it. It's a step on the stairway to heaven.

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The offspring-trap of fall lends souls

Caught strapped to the teeth

Of rapture’s afterlife

Like a smiling leviathan of skin and bones

To my heart of stone

A monolithic riptide of serpentine bibles

I smile homicidal

The stranglehold roots

Of my family tree have been

Branched out before from

The soiled remains of decay

We too have grown weary of the wind

How it can be so gentle

Yet uproot our dreams

From a bed of grass

In the meadowlands of a nightmare

I never got to grow from my own grave

I never got to rise like a phoenix

From the primordial dirt

As if I wasn’t bound

By my inability to let go

Holding myself together

With the many pieces that made me

Us, all these bark faces

A mausoleum of bright futures

Shining between the foliage of leaves

Weave together

Become such a massive monster of life that

We might as well be our own forest

Lost in telepathic ivory lilac everglades

In foggy botanical holocaust

Plane-walkers stalking

The shadow of dawn

Cataclysms raw spawn

Andromedas of mitochondria

Blindly feeling for the numb release

Of an empty page

Embracing the abyss

Of a thunder’s sun-kissed eclipse

We cast a-side the coin prophesized

Know phantasmagorical oracles

Of opal metamorphosis

The iridescent blessing

Desecrated by cardiovascular creation

Masquerading skyscraper aether

Of the babbling labyrinth of life

And my hands, my open arms

Wishing to embrace you all is just a vice

Hear the poltergeist of a molten scythe

Scarring the leviathan

Of kaleidoscope’s horizon

Know that even the forest

Will be uprooted sometime

People with steel in their hearts

Will build a hollow crust

Over our reaching arms

Sad souls will cut our spirits

Into materials to build their thrones

Orchestral bones will be their instrument

For their self-pity and wrath

The collapse of rapture’s

Happy ever after

But this will pass years from now

Wrapped in

The amethyst bandages of clouds

The lost shadows of a furrowed brow

Whispering to the moonlit splintered crucifixion

Of a christened chrysalis

My silver guillotine of a shroud

Why is it that when I hold you close

Your sharp edges make me

Bleed the most beautiful colours?

Onto the unwritten pages of my skin

Like the graffiti god left to say he’d been here

Hundreds of years ago

When tongues were pastel paintbrushes

Screaming into an ethereal sky

Of every colours’ bubbling brotherhood

Stumbling through luminous wounds

That bore the fruit of paint

To stain our hearts with

Drunk and drenched

In the art of jealousy

Peeling back spirals of pages

Like wallpaper from diaries

Tearing each other apart

With these smiling teeth

As if there was ever a god who could love us

This library of crumpled poems

This wasteland of words

This hate speech of love

(Does not read between the lines)

(Drawn in the bloody sands of time)




The wind can leave dismantled

The paragraphs of a forest's ensemble, easily

Massive trunks bearing burdens

The straw that broke the camels'

Back-wards can take ourselves apart

It is just the soft saplings that remain

The flimsy blades of crabgrass

Can not cut down the wind, but

When all the pillars of sky

Scrape stories off each other's bark

Until heaven falls inwards

Like a whirlpool hurricane

Crushing creation

Only the soft grass doesn't come tumbling down

It doesn't suffer

Because it yet has nothing to lose

No deep roots, or high branches

The bed of leaves you've tucked me into

Is an unread mercy

Is a puddle under the abyss

Of dried-up tears like morning dew

Smothered by the clouds

Until what we have to say takes root

To stand on our own, and fall

Our roots must be as tall as our branches

Becoming the blood

In the body of another crown

When we’re of age

To touch the moonlit sun

Dancing with the wind like old enemies

Friends of a feather

Flocking apocrypha

Knowing one another

Like the palm tree of our hands

Dressed for our funeral

In pine-needle gowns

Blooming in unison

To wither into infinities’ (idiosyncrasies)

Of another forest

Hanging from a ceiling fan of double-helixes

The iris of a dilated ultraviolet kaleidoscope

Rays of light, terpsichorean onomatopoeia

Like electroconvulsive halogens

Pulsating illuminated constellations

The coming umbrage

Of intangible doppelgangers in the mud

Heavy as the wind’s of change

Flowing flowers through our veins








Some Words Yet Again



Put your life on the frontlines

Off the rails of a halo

Dangling by the head of a spiderweb

Blossoming in the gospel

Of kaleidoscopic apocalypse

Heaven’s umbrella

Of an Armageddon’s metallurgy

Brief-case-workers

Of the hypnotist tuberculosis

Reading reaver seamstress

Dream eaters

Of polycrystalline hieroglyphics

Crucifix hallucinogens

Of a magenta penitentiary

The vector of a sepulchre

Unravelling intangible mannequins

The whisper of a pixyish eclipse

Rippling omnipotence

In the dissonance of intimacy

The sun chasing the moon

Through the slipknot of stars

Rejuvenated hallucinations

Of cloudy Valhalla

Falling holocausts between

The power-lines in the sands

The buffalo of the wind grazes

On the skin of my teeth

Chiselling a smile into

The acrylic weeping-willow-wisp

Of my wooden heart’s

Unfulfilling guillotine

Like the embers dismembered

By memory of Decembers’ embassy

Somewhere burrowed

In the nook and cranny ribcage of my chest

Where the dead that feed the barn owls

Have finally come to rest

Empty paperclips wings

Point-blank on sap-soaked pages of a maelstrom

Pennames that draw blood

Like a love letter to the lady in red

Popping cherry bombs

Smoking pipe dreams

And everything in between

Old-heads roleplaying as if

All the world were a stage

But we never got our scene

As if every waking moment

Were a dream within a dream

Contained in the sanctuary of release

Scattered ashes of alabaster saplings

On the unforgiving wind

Far-off memories' a tornado's oasis

Of broken pieces reaching out

Spilling over equilibrium

Growing feathers soldered

Into a dozen coloured undertows puzzles

Called wings

Falling upon the carcass

Of a new day together in parhelion

In the confines of my borderline mind

The cells within my skull

The shackles of a straitjacket skin

My body exploding outwards

Like a hurricane rainbow

Extending over the grey railway

Of a halo gone metallic hallelujah 

Becoming one with the thunderclouds

Of a paraplegic breeze

A tumbleweed of thorns sprouting

From my head like rosemary

From the seed of my empty heart

Growing, longing for the forest they cut down








 






Burying Life

 

My grave is no bed of roses

Not a battlefield

Not a vast plain on the edge of madness

Choking on the tip of God's tongue

Or the mouth of a hollow citadel

In the cavernous bowels

Of a world that couldn't stomach us

My grave is where I sit waiting

For a better world to walk over me

Until the words that I wrote

Rust off the body of my works

Until someone kicks over

My graffitied gravestone

Until they throw my name in the dirt

And my existence flowers

From inside their angry mouths

Like a tightrope walking the end

Of the fine-line cats cradle of every knot in their stomach

Like a butterfly without wings

Like a drunk driver on memory lane

Like a cold shoulder no one will lean on

Like a forest with no trees

And I will be there

Just the bright sun's unwavering breath

The cold shower of the rain spitting murmurs

And the grass-whistling song

Of a lonely wind

Reaching out to the sound of ruin

The diaphragm choir

Of isles silence reminding

Within the ethereal scream

Of a wet dream's white noise

Baptism of a black sun

The child of a black-hearted midnight

Ringing in the ears of earth

Growing from the womb

Of clustered nothingness

Ruminating illuminated

The acrylic illustration

Of nature’s wraith

Wearing the bones of man

Like the reaper’s cloak

A token of respect

Doesn’t drop a dime

For a pretty penny

Let loose change,

Roll around in the mud

With every courtier like a stag

With a buck or two

Hells’-gatekey-per-cent

Of mint conditioned tongues jingling

With juniper berries whispering sweet nothings

For the pound in your pocket

Waiting to turn the tables

Onboard for a little piece of heaven

But when even the blood of Christ

Is mean-spirited

Drinking in the afternoon sun

Will leave you thrown-up till mourning

For the fallen knight sky

And when these lilac fires

Burn to ash the hearts of men

The forest will finally have no end

And my grave will be

The most beautiful meadowland

Of flowers within

The clearing of my eardrums

So I can hear the sound of nothingness

Vibrating in the stillness

Of my bones







 



Bits


My bones like an orchestra of

Orchards born phantasmagorical

From Jehovah’s own primordial oracles

In the chlorophyll corneas of metamorphosis

Like a trombone omens

Of distorted metronome’s cornucopia

Kaleidoscopic constellations like

Mockingbird astronomers

Watering the fauna (like Picasso's velociraptors)

Of chronological andromeda’s

Kilometres under oceans

Of metempsychosis in the oasis

Of reawakening homeostasis

The monarch of parchments’-

silver archenemy demiurge

Of the nemesis

Of spring on chandelier wings

To the tempestuous netherworld’s

Emerald cemetery

Vorpal scythe poltergeist

Incorporeal eyes born vocalized

Celestial ventricles

Of cardiovascular astronauts

Like cotton candy Neanderthals

Hanging from the clouds

Playing in the bloodstream of God

Ventriloquist mystics

Of elliptical shapeshifting photosynthesis

Drifting through the grains of the aeons

Articulated by claymore

Of Himalayans recirculating

Nocturnal deities

Reverberating hurricanes

In the nasal tornado

Sneezing double-helixes

And I still breathe deities like Venice drowning in its own waterways

And I still capsize on islands of your irises like a blinking neon sign from God

And I still waters of wyverns and leviathans with the inkblood of my own silence

And I still swim through the memories like maple syrup in my veins

And I still live like I’ve already died

A thousand lives hung up on the telephone flatlines of a close call

And I still write over the graffiti on my grave with my bare hands shadowboxing with the night

And I still bury pieces of myself and call them doors I never want to open again

And I still won’t die

And I still will be here, forever, like the wind on a grass whistle

Or a concrete cloud dribbling cement

Like the sound of voices that never sung for heaven’s choir

And the forest doesn’t have orchestras

Because I am the instrument of my own symphony

And have nothing to say to you but this

 

© 2020 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)


Author's Note

R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
Everything in brackets are not necessarily part of the poem, whether reading or speaking. Parts can be left out or added to one's own discretion when it comes to any words or lines used within brackets.

I promise I read every single review, and I generally will reply to them. I look forward to my next review, because it helps me learn. Even if it's just one word, I promise, I will be happy to hear anything you feel needs sharing. Whenever you write on my shortcomings or breakthroughs, or the themes of my poems, or share ideas and friendly criticism, it decides my next poem to an extent. I will listen, learn and be thankful. And 99% of the time, you'll get a reply unless you're trolling me.

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It is very creative writing. Congratulations!

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Thank you!
Dogwater.
is One word.

I'm just trolling you

I'll leave you a real review later.... that's a lot of stuff to digest. People who leave reviews right after they read things of that length are generally full of s**t. (i will sell you Tp at 900% over market value)

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Understandable. It's good to challenge one's self, and improve. I'll try to make that step, hopefull.. read more
Davidgeo

4 Years Ago

Leave yourself out to dry sometimes. Forget how you make it back, just remember that you can get ba.. read more
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Thank you for the encouragement. I really do appreciate that.
I didn't see any brackets (referring to authors note). The first section of this poem reached me more intensely & thoroughly than any other of your poems, speaking directly to me about dysfunctional families & how we hang around in these dark forests too long, allowing our spark to be diminished by the communal brokenness. Sometimes we have to escape to blossom fully. The second section feels like the previously-stifled person has broken loose from the family forest oppression, stepping out to explore every avenue & taking each sensation to the limit. The third section feels like this person settles into this new journey & finds the world "out there" can be just as oppressive as the family forest which was so enthusiastically escaped. And the final section speaks to me of further maturing of one's perspectives & experiences. This is some of my favorite artwork that you've posted, too! (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

I've been having trouble lately, but I'm trying my best to improve. Hopefully this will be a good st.. read more
barleygirl

4 Years Ago

I love how hard you work at your art. I feel lazy by comparison! You do your writing with such HEART.. read more
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Thank you!

I absolutely love writing, it's the most enjoyable part of my life. So I .. read more
fascinating write my friend,great imagery

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Glad you enjoyed it! :)
 wordman

4 Years Ago

you`re welcome

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