MidnightA Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)I wanted to write about the night sky. Here you go.Harakiri ceremonies are the exodus of pestilence Echoes of vesicular barricaded marionettes The texture of resurrections requiem The tasteful defloration of intestinal devastation The oasis of hecatomb blooming ludicrous Illuminating lunar communion amusing crucifix Off the distance of the sun An infinite riffling rippling chrysalis Of the monolithic omnipotent eclipse Christened on God’s smiling lips The thundercloud tongue The homunculus of the abyss The heartstring hymns of oblivion’s wings The obsidian tinge of white-black twins Scimitar photosynthesis dripping From the synapses of catastrophe Emasculated telepathic sacrilegious Payment from the raiments articulations Reincarnated garments Wearing the stars’ remains of pomegranate seeds Speckled in sepulchre In my daydreams bleed continually Every syllable screams streams In frequencies of Olympian symphonies Crippling by the distance of bioluminescent pianists Contamination with the apparition Of sainthoods hatred hung by the wayside sown to gateways Embracing agathion to hell’s lazy gates In the cerebellum of fates godhoods’ mitochondria Vomiting onomatopoeia’s slick with seasick Elysium Freedoms demonized vilified silence of visionary’s soliloquy, My solitary abominations confined asylums alabastrine sirens Buried depths decrepit pharaohs of canaries And marionettes playing the heretics game Like a clarinetists’ feathers of embryos’ chrome xylophone Transcendent metallurgy pendant Bent into Armageddons’ wedding ring To Abbadon’s sabbatical hallelujah matted With the cataclysms of my own throne looming gratuitous As I sit amidst the tongue-twisters of tornado halos Of these maleficent delusional plumerias Thoughts bearing heritage of the Farris wheels’ delirium This unfortunate metamorphosis Of totalitarian escalation to excavating the clockwork Psychotropic apocalyptic gospels Of phosphorus obelisks opalescent Renegades night-stalkers of Ragnarok Shades of doppelgänger greys on the colours Sunkissed homunculus summoners Unravelling amaranthine underworlds Fossilized apostles steampunk umbra asunder Shouting down the heavens of severed wings In the name of a benevolent God The elegant malevolence The devils of the highest spires, choirs of a diabolic Everest Frolicking spreading revelation’s petrification Of the emerald sentinels of an ebony renaissance Of monstrous constellations undaunted Swallowing Holocaust in the gothic mouth Of creation’s orchestrated devastation The sarcophagus of catholicism’s kaleidoscope harlequin requiem The exodus of rhymic sins grinning cinnabar The scars of a nightsky dining on midnight’s torso The forests of unborn mitosis God’s Valkyries of a valedictorian cornucopia Shallow shadows castles in the alabaster quicksands Shapeshifting through the ripples in times’ reasonless rhyme Violet iris of isolated pupil of moonlit crubible Island on
the horizon of a violin The forging of metamorphosis the gourd of worlds The torment, the formless torrent of will To bear fruit entangled in the branches of a hanging tree The canvas of the womb Painted in its off-colour-blind kaleidoscope Hanging by a thread above the endless oceans of ink Not yet widowmaker of midnight Not yet beautiful Not yet fuller than the sun Hidden behind wallpaper cuts of peeled skin Unravelling a bullet in the chamber of a gun A Poltergeist's Apple
Sometimes I stumble over the balaclava of night Like a ragdoll wearing a pretty dress The ballerina of stars dancing a death waltz With the waves of clouded minds deep inside my heart Sometimes the words are offtune squeals of the bow of a violin over flesh I hear the sound of a pig rolling around in the muddy horizon The foggy empty sky masking the sun’s presence Sometimes the light does not reach me Because I am too far down the tunnel to care anymore A shadow who became so much more Than a man hiding behind another man’s reflection in the sun Grief is the price we pay for love I do not grieve for the ones who could not love me And so my eyes are dry whisky Are an hourglass filled with the sands of time The storm in the clearing of a half-full heart The balcony of words that built me up to be so much more than a foundation Towering above the night Somewhere between the dark and light twilight of a purple haze Come and catch me if you can On the comets of a fist On the meteorites in my eye sockets Come and catch me if you can I am a fallen star Do not wish upon me I will give you no more than you took from me I only pay my fines I don’t invest in the generosity of others I know the betrayal of all my brothers Rising against me As I sink into the cold ground And sprout wings To be picked like a common weed So they can fly so close to the sun That their cold hearts will melt And I will pick their ribcages clean Lay my birds nest there And continue my honest walk on eggshells through the halls of solitude The limbo of midnight, is a kingdom of rivers The winding tongue draped in candles As if the slightest touch of wind or water ice-skating on the waves between worlds Could extinguish all hope And you will burn out someday too I promise you I have also learned to walk the tightrope of a knife Don’t try to cut through the night Shadows bleed black That is all we are Shadows cast aside by light Nobody wants you We fade in number in the daylight We suffer as one for the bride of midnight when she dawns upon us We are the absence of the sun, hiding in broad daylight We are not to be seen, so turn our backs on our other selves Connected only as the silhouette of flesh, puppets of blood's symmetry And if there were to be just light We would disappear One by one, like fallen stars from the sky And I would be alone all over again In the white gaze of poltergeist Shadows shaved, elongated by scythe dress my features in platinum Satin afterimages of him Could never reach up to the outstretched arms of her Consuming the red Rorschach, the apple of my hurricane's eye The withered core of all the labour of these dangling roots touching yours Holding you in the hammock of my branches My poison tree, my apple core, a voided dream, a shackled roar We cry together Fallen leaves like pins and needles digging through arteries of dirt The dreadnought of my emotions taking form into a monster For a memory reborn that I left on the shelf sometime before man was a beast Like a neon phoenix born from the nebula's crescendo of spare parts and embryos A delicate flower at the bottom of the well that took root in my stained-glass heart Drowning in the darkness of a limbo between you and I In a sanctuary of notes gone roselike, taking form from my journal Into the stem of a ballpoint pen, with a paper rose of auburn petals as the cold wind bends The pieces of you I have left spiralling into beautiful songs of origami
© 2020 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Author's Note
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StatsAuthorR.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Burlington, Halton, CanadaAboutMost of my poems can be differing lengths depending on the time you want to spend reading them. You can avoid reading anything brackets, or read it all. If you want an in-between, you can read only th.. more..Writing |