Four Ballads

Four Ballads

A Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
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I had trouble with writer's block, and depression. When I started writing again, it came from what the world around me gave, I bundled together the pieces of what was on my mind. Here they are.

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Four Ballads





Beneath

 

 

 

“I’m beneath you”

 

Said the corpse to many hanging dry on death row

Parched of their existence

Cemented cemetery spirits of spit and soliloquy

High on the horsepower, hungry, drunk on this last supper

The moonlight like disillusioned disciples

Of the black sunrise behind bars

Their last meal, digging into old wounds until they eat dirt,

And the dark womb of soil salutes the haunted soldiers

Buried in a cold war thawing like a river of tears

The light of day rejects them

Only photo-shooting-stars-double-crossed off an American flag

Until they fall dead when they’re wished so

The truth is made light of, or brought to, willfully

And every shadow gravities

In a graveyard of blackhole hearts

Wholeheartedly hollow

Holocausts costly

Pay for what you’ve done

The price of freedom is a bullet

A bullet is 25 cents at best

A penny for every thought

Round after round to a dollar

Unload all this emotional baggage

Move somewhere the grass is greener, or the money

Silver-plated souls finishing the last meal they started,

The moon reflected in the midnight scythe of their iris

Reaping what we sown up smiles frowned upon

Before we coins two-faced the truth

Of a mere image that we look down upon

The corpse flowers beneath the willow-wisp of a hanging tree

Planted our feet into the ground until our words took root

And barked back the biters

With the touch of our entangled branches

We are a garden of weeds

The ground of conceptualism

Conclave pavement is our asylum

Our cypher, ripe for the picking

The low hanging fruit

Rotting below the sunrising up like a phoenix

Like a kaleidoscope

The billowing sails of a nightingale’s halos

I school fish into grading me to teach with my pupils

Your brush with death on the canvas

Can draw out the best in yourself

Page turner

Page turntables

A skyscraper of words with many stories

Tie-dye Kaleidoscope drawn drowning

On the amalgamated apocrypha

Of psychotropic operas

Doppelgängers toppling metropolis

Of malachite lazurite astral activism

Castles of vassals imprisoned bedazzled satellites

Photo-shooting-stargazing

Look a pawn the kings reins overthrown off the board

Out of the saddle, riding that high horse a-mid -knights glimmer,

Never in oblivion to be boxed in

The foundation stands tall on the shoulders of giants and titans

The gods of the new world smeared with the ashes of poets born phoenix

This fire is dying, we’ve burned bridges just to build walls

But the brick and mortar of the bones of civilization were crafted by no one

Our disembodied voice is the only mouthpiece that puts a smile on the earth’s face

In spit and spirit star-chasing heart-racing one  

Enkindled vigilantes burning bright in place of our suns

Firebrand children of the midnight dawn

You are beneath the wings of gods

My words just pieces, of your pawns

My silence, seeping, preaching, weeping with the choir

Hearing your psalms

Holding your silence in my arms

Beneath the rusty yarn

The blanket of another fallen sun, beneath clouds’ curtain

This worthless uncertainty

The churchbells sway, in slumber, one, you will have your day, for what’s become

Yet still, the night is young

This is just our way, what’s done is done

In some ace of spades, our decrepit requiem

We love you still, in some sick way

I suppose you're not alone

Although you never knew me

Let this world step through me

The roar of silence echo, in movement

All consuming

Until your name rings in the ears of hollow mouths






Outside The Box

 

Outside the box

The light of day does not beat the darkness of a hollow drum

The silent orchestra

An orchard of metamorphosing stars

The labyrinth of a tongue

Licking the lips of eclipsed existence

In the maze of a mouth of madness

Singing the psalms of diabolical abominations

Meshed in tapestries essence

The clipped wings of creation each a crescent moon

The jaws of dawn at the end of tunnels’ womb

Wrapped in the thunderclaps

Of the many frolicking stomaches

Of the wasteland world,

Slipping in the monolithic cisterns

Of hypothermia the hurricanes angels

The canopy towering over depths of abyss

Kissing the bowels of hell’s Valkyries

Lost in out of focus psychosis

The kaleidoscope woken to contortions

Of the folklores enclosure born to loathe

In morbid Morningstar shadows

Of the white walls of my casket

I always did think outside the box

I buried my past

Until I too felt the wind of passing

Like the shadow of a cloud

Pastel’d on the cashmere castles of a canvases sky

And pulled the wings

Out from under my skin like a butterfly

The thorny cornucopia blooming

Bioluminescent requiem and

Rose to take my place and flower

Hallowed by the stem of a ballpoint pen

That wrote words taking root

In the garden of darkness’s hearts

The freedom of Eden

Seamstress of Elysium stitching the ellipsis

Of Lucifer’s crucifixion back into the moment of beauty before its fall

Like an October cloverleaf

Before sour grapes rotted in the fields that laboured for them

Before the wine was water

Beat the devil out of man hard enough

And the devil will keep swinging like a punching bag

By the branches of a maple tree

Like a leaf tempestuous dancing

On the breeze of solitary soliloquy

Beat him into a fine pulpy altarpiece

To a god of broken toys who grew out of love

Placed his seed into the earth

To see if it would sprout spriggan wings and fly

Take itself apart from the inside

Burning for eternities fire

Singing while plucking his heartstrings

Stretched out like formless chords of the guitar

Lyres that found the truth written

Over the pages of a novel of flesh

That practiced rapturous cataclysms

Cadaverous avaricious symphonies

Of mouths that no longer scream

Jaws that smiled like Rorschach skulls

Angels entangled in abandonments’ agony

Antagonists that fall, as they were meant to

Porcelian dolls, followers of holocausts

A picture frame on an empty wall

No moment in time will ever outlive me

I buried my forests

Made friends with the dead

Their spirits uplifting

Didn’t walk the stairway to heaven

Just stepped down by six feet

Will my pencil mislead from the words of the pixies

Fill the pages over my head (with scripture)

Scribbled made from scratching broken dream record’s of halos

Maelstrom Salem’s railroaded reefs

Creeping through the corridors of my empty shell

A bullet mine alone, in a chamber, blank

A body in a box

Caving in outwards like a mouth

About to scream into the nightmare’s afterglow

At the end of the tunnel






Someone Else’s Song

 

Carry memories like emotional baggage

In a heart so hollow I buried a world within it

Like a pearl, at the bottom of an ocean, deep

Built out of a coffin of different vessels shipwrecked

On the clockwork shore of my arteries

Shrieking like a siren shedding skinny dipping deadman

That left their lives in my hands digging deeper

Under the surface re-emerging from the eternities

I reach out guillotines and string

The terpsichorean violin

Of their iron-sighted irises iridescent crevices

Resonating within the highest pedestals of devastation

Revelations resuscitation 

Decimated cryogenic homeostasis

The cerebellum Valkyries of parabellum

Melancholic hologram I steadily stand, and

Reach out to dance with my shaking hands

The answer ransomed to a hurricane in my cranium

Raining mayhems maker

Dreamlands aether

The instrumentation of forsaken rainbows

At the end of the barrel of a shotgun wedding

Scarecrows heirlooms tuned to the musical

Of the ludicrous illuminations of pandemonium’s Symphonia

Unholy metabolic holocaust

Of the phosphorescent intestines

Of orchestral pestilence,

The sound of hallelujah hallucinogenic pendulums

Swinging scimitars of armadas

With their instruments of war

Metamorphosis in the chamber of their loaded souls

Cocked without safety

Firing in c minor

The crescendo climbing the mountain of bodies

Echoing resurrection

Under the molecular perfection of opalescent oppression

Restless wings orchestra sings and swings the bows

Upon their rifles like an angelic melody

Of the devil’s Valhalla crawling

From the earthen rebirth of persecuting crucifix

The bullet of each note stabs the heart

With the reeds of a sycamore’s corneas

The conductors raise their hands

And the strings they carry hara-kiri 

As the military ventriloquisms swivels the bad-blood

Within the holy grail

The sound of stale hearts like stones

Skipping beats along the lips of the abyssal mistress

Never fully embracing the entangled grace

Hidden under wings of hatred

Fates thread plucking succubi

From the stomaches of those who took a bite out of freedom, out of love

And we were one organism again

Under the cold eyes of dusk’s rusted hinges,

Pilgrimaged with our imprisoned religions

Imitating each other but only seeing difference

Without the privilege to hold the hearts of glass

Before we too shatter like a raindrop

On the sidewalk of the concrete city of our lives

Diving Poseidon of the hymen

Wyvern’s of death

Bringing us up together in a family,

On this birds’ nest earth recirculating burdened

With the determination of a hurricanes’ nation

Blowing the exodia sky high rising

Scrapped battered scratching at the walls

The records of lost humanity, some time ago

Where the reaping rows of a solitary seed had grown

From the bones of Jehovah’s pandemonium

Crows of the morbid clover orbit Moses,

Thorns of roses I hold in the forest of my hands,

Planted anarchies stanzas in sandstorm of my heart

The dunes illuminated by the moons lucid crucifix

Rejuvenating the teardrops of an aster’s alabaster sacrifice

Rising serpentine from the bowels

Of annuls transient avalanche

Masquerade the faces of a featureless death dance

With the malevolent evanescence

Of a spectral perpetual renaissance

Waltzing indulging calling followers

Of the harmonies’ arms outstretched flowers

Beckoning beautiful ludicrous echoes roots

Of death row mourning cornucopias

Growing from the stomach of god

Every orifice Mars, the shredding of shedding

Armageddons’ stars the scales of scars upon my back

A lunar universe’s rehearsals of purpose

Walking in circles

Worthless staggering Pythagorean

Labyrinths of scattered Abaddon

The poems that bridge the gap for a world unmapped

Captivating, evaporating out of every pore of this war

The chords of lead beats in a body of psalms

A concerto of marionettes

If I held you in my fallen angel arms

Would the wretched sweat

Of their incandescent vengeance

Fall like a flower petal

Off my wilted palms

And the bloodshed skin

Drawn like a drum of strangled stems

Laced by gods into a beautiful garden of slipknots blooming read as such

Or someone else’s song






Blessed Unholy Creation (To Question Answers)

 

 

Immaterial ethereal masquerade

The astral cardiovascular asters of alabaster

Pastels castaways of cashmere plumerias alstroemerias

Of paradigm horizons coinciding

Rhyming kaleidoscopes

Of lycanthropic obelisks

Lost in the esophagus

Of the world trees harmonic andromeda

Like mitochondrial constellations

Sound-bonding kilometres

Like solemn blossoms’ songbirds

Harbingers of auburn Autumns marmalade escapades

Dichotomies dotting the eyes of the leviathans,

Sirens of chimeras wyverns

Of the horizons guideless lilac cypher

Of sign language fragrantly inanimate

Dangling star-spangled banners

Of pandemonium’s answers

Megalomaniac titanic amaranthine romanticism

Titillating homeostasis in oasis

Oracles of teleporting metamorphosis

Gorgeous as the orifice contorted vortexes

Of texture iridescent maleficent madness of onomatopoeia

Conquerors of psionic phenomena

Monolith origami lobotomy relinquishing

Wings of symphonic photosynthesis

Catatonic arbiter the cancer to avatar labyrinth cadavers

Mavericks transcendent

As the intravenous double-helixes

Peeling the ethereal seamstresses

Of paraplegic phoenixes from the vanguards hanging tree Elysium

Prometheus the dreams of a guillotines

Greenland soliloquy umbilical tranquility

Ventriloquists strung up on guitar strings of a deathbringer’s hymn

Scripted by the mirror image

Of intrepid pixies linguistics’ incubus within

Slipping syphilis through the cracks of blasphemous alabaster

Blackest sacrilege of the vaccination

Of immaculately ejaculated aether homo-sapient shaping

Of the hallucinogenic evanescent paper

Raped in cremation by human creation









 

 


 

© 2020 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)


Author's Note

R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
In free verse.

I promise I read every single review, and I generally will reply to them. I look forward to my next review, because it helps me learn. Even if it's just one word, I promise, I will be happy to hear anything you feel needs sharing. Whenever you write on my shortcomings or breakthroughs, or the themes of my poems, or share ideas and friendly criticism, it decides my next poem to an extent. I will listen, learn and be thankful. And 99% of the time, you'll get a reply unless you're trolling me.

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First thing about "Ballad" is that Ballad was invented for common people. While writing a Ballad the poet focuses more on the story and rhyming scheme more than poetic elements. You can learn the layout of ballad from "The Rhyme of Ancient Mariner" or "The frog and the Nightngale" I wrote a 5 paged ballad in 'Hindi' when I was 12, it was based on Mugal times most famous "Akbar-Birbal's" story. It was after three trials, I finally succeed and my Hindi teacher approved that. Ballads generally narrate a story original or sometimes stories by very known authors and they are generally very long and volumetric writes. I don't feel a continuous story recited here so I don't consider this incredible piece a ballad. I'm sorry if you disagree but ballads are very different poems. Especially they need a perfectly simple narration, morale and imagery. Ballad = Poem + Story + Rhyme. You must have a conclusion in the end saying a moral or lession to be learned from the ballad. Next thing is ballad is very uniform if you maintain same numbers of syllable in you ballad it takes it to an upper level. This is not a postulate but generally Ballad writers are not abstract poets and abstract poets find it very difficult to write ballads. These are contrasting styles exactly like it's not necessary that a dancer sings or a singer can dance. Your lines have to be very uniform at least same length ...neither very short nor very long also maintain uniform linebreaking and stanzas. I think of writing ballads in English but I haven't tried one yet. But if you really get to writing ballad you have to well aquatinted with examples written previously.
You can write back to this I guess 😉

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R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

You're right, these are definitely free verse. I just really like the name. It's better than saying .. read more



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The opening of the first poem here is so strong, it makes me wish I could come up with an opening like that. I love picturing people placing themselves above & below others, for all the good & bad intentions that might suggest. The final three poems here felt a little inaccessible to me, but it's not all becuz of how they're written, it's also how I'm feeling as I'm reading. I need to be able to concentrate when I read your more complex expressions. Sometimes I feel this clarity, but this time I did not. As I read, I felt the scenarios you describe became increasingly complex & incomprehensible, which is exactly how I feel whenever I stick my toe into the current political melee in this country. It's as if I just can't find a thread that I can follow, even tho there are many that swirl around me. That's how this poem feels to me, too. Sometimes I just can't focus on something this long & complex, but I still admire you for how you consistently pour it out in a long & complex way (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

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barleygirl

4 Years Ago

Please don't ever assume I can remember what I've reviewed! Since I've been fading for a week at a t.. read more
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

That's understandable, I hope you stay safe, 2020 isn't pulling any punches.
barleygirl

4 Years Ago

I'll send you a picture in a private msg of the fire that's nearby . . .
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I'm sorry I'm not able to contribute any constructive criticism only because I'm the one who learned more after reading your work! To put it simply, I deem my current knowledge inept to provide a review that would help you.

Its like as if, if a review is pouring water into someone else's cup of water, I find my cup of water lacking to fill in yours and instead, (after reading the four ballads) I got mine filled!

Thank you, keep up the good work. Everyone gets writer's block and I'm more sure everybody gets depressed. I know it won't help if I encourage you to get better (because based from my own exp, being told to ''get better'' when I'm depressed makes me even more depressed)

A better way of coping with depression is to get used to it. Don't cure depression, let it become a part of you. Hey, it can even be a source of some sort of inspiration to spark masterpieces.

Like a venomous wound, don't cover the bite with a bandage, let the blood flow out along with the poison! Effort is needed to withstand depression hence sucking out the poisoned blood.

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

I don't think I'd go quite that far at least. Ha :)
Lox

4 Years Ago

What do you mean at least
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Just joking around, don't worry, I won't do anything dangerous. You mentioned letting the blood flow.. read more
it seems the block has gone,four ballads is a great come back,while depression sometimes makes a great writing partner

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R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Thank you wordman, and I agree, it gives me a reason to write.
 wordman

4 Years Ago

you`re welcome
very cool. beneath. outside the box. someone else's song. blessed unholy creation. sure sounds and reads like someone with an awful lot on his mind.

so many unforgettable, powerful lines.

Decimated cryogenic homeostasis
The cerebellum Valkyries of parabellum

wow. quite a sucker punch. awesome pics to accompany your usual great word knitting and disturbed, troubling imagery.

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

So glad you enjoyed the poem, always happy to share! :)
Wow, very interesting and deep poems. I really enjoyed these.

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NotUsinganymore

4 Years Ago

Thanks! Also be sure to chekc out my new poem please c:
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

For sure, I'll do that sometime soon.
NotUsinganymore

4 Years Ago

Thank you.
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First thing about "Ballad" is that Ballad was invented for common people. While writing a Ballad the poet focuses more on the story and rhyming scheme more than poetic elements. You can learn the layout of ballad from "The Rhyme of Ancient Mariner" or "The frog and the Nightngale" I wrote a 5 paged ballad in 'Hindi' when I was 12, it was based on Mugal times most famous "Akbar-Birbal's" story. It was after three trials, I finally succeed and my Hindi teacher approved that. Ballads generally narrate a story original or sometimes stories by very known authors and they are generally very long and volumetric writes. I don't feel a continuous story recited here so I don't consider this incredible piece a ballad. I'm sorry if you disagree but ballads are very different poems. Especially they need a perfectly simple narration, morale and imagery. Ballad = Poem + Story + Rhyme. You must have a conclusion in the end saying a moral or lession to be learned from the ballad. Next thing is ballad is very uniform if you maintain same numbers of syllable in you ballad it takes it to an upper level. This is not a postulate but generally Ballad writers are not abstract poets and abstract poets find it very difficult to write ballads. These are contrasting styles exactly like it's not necessary that a dancer sings or a singer can dance. Your lines have to be very uniform at least same length ...neither very short nor very long also maintain uniform linebreaking and stanzas. I think of writing ballads in English but I haven't tried one yet. But if you really get to writing ballad you have to well aquatinted with examples written previously.
You can write back to this I guess 😉

Posted 4 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

You're right, these are definitely free verse. I just really like the name. It's better than saying .. read more

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