Yin-Yang, Or The Human Condition (Different, One)

Yin-Yang, Or The Human Condition (Different, One)

A Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
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A collection of some of my greatest works in a while. Possibly unfinished, I love adding to previous works, but entirely ready to be read. I hope you enjoy!

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Ying-Yang (Different, One)









A Beginner Dreaming Blindly of Segregated Colours (Irised)

 

I am a beginner dreaming blindly of different colours

Cyan a whimper breathing primal oblivious to lonesome lovers

Babbling brooks of catacombs

Rooks on the chessboard

A cashmere of stratospherical lust

For the rusted blossoming

Of the bronze sun in a terracotta sky,

Under iron armoured clouds

The battleground of gaudy saffron harmonies

Avalon’s belladonna sonata

The marigold halos of a hurricanes

Glades sprouting teeth of jagged jasmine

Weapons abandoned,

Consumed by the jaws of night

In the belly of madness

The fuchsia of a hallucinogenic stepping stone

Skipping across the hieroglyphic heavens

I walk and climb over the remainder of my life

A mountain worn down by the thistle winds of change

Finding the crevices of my heart untouched

Unasked for, the roots of my youth

Gnawing of branches

The caves in my body empty

Like a glass palace, silent

The prism of the light at end of the tunnel, dark

The shadows I cast aside like dice in my kaleidoscopic heart

The champagne cornflower on death’s row

Imprisoned in the mimicry of Gods’ love

My ultramarine eyes of depths of dreams

The nightmare I no longer

In the wake, face the tide of battle

The people one an ocean one with every wave

A monster of pure-blooded anarchy

Only far too willing to shed itself

Like a crimson chrysalis

On the canvas of the earth

Thirsty for war’s metamorpthesis

This demon of onyx eclipse, obsidian ventriloquism

The hands of fate shackled to the table

Of sanguine casinos

Playing the same game, over, and over

Praying at the cathedral of chance

And victory, and torment, and

Never quite finished

Never quite out of things to gamble away

Hoping to take home lives

Homes those lives leapt from

Like grease, a flash in the pan

Becoming one with the fire

Branding the wet russet timber only cowards

Extinguishing the seed of hope they once burned for

Coldheartedly ablaze

Until the rest of forest rusts red as the bronze sun too

The metal in our heart-beaten out of shape

By the hands that pray

Blacksmiths of the honeyed flame

Messengers to the phosphorescent Nephilim

Enkindling oblivion

Are we nothing but the fading flicker of hope

Yet to be bathed in the brilliance of despair?

Will my colour bleed from within

On the pages of history like an iron brand?

Will we too, fade, like they did?

Will we fade together

Under the kindling of one cold flame,

Beautiful?

Or will the ash birth its own auburn peace flowering black?

From what was once whole

Irised?

 







 

Messenger of Nephilim

 

Do you choose to take the middle path of the coin just to walk over the edge?

Flipping through the pages of an empty library of being

To suffer through joy is the privilege of disability, segregation hoping to despair in pleasurable pain?

If nothing were to exist, there would be no time lost, or passing

For the future’s past would be but a moment, now

Do you surrender to what is the war within, the white flag of a black sky?

Ego, analytical, emotions without judgement jeering  

Friends, we enemies, a spark in a dark room in the middle of a luminous city night

The void of a full stomach, a taste of everything to come and pass us by

A freight train of thought-full mindful madness

Too much white noise

In the soundless conversation of musical notes talking to themselves

Written in the grim knowledge of dark ink

Upon the melancholy dawn of ignorant bliss, lightheartedly




 






(Yellow)



Heart racing homo-sapiens

Oracles of deplorable homeostasis

Metamorphosis ancient

Magnum opus mother nature

Rigour Mortis reinvigorating

Ballpoint-blank pages seen naked through the lens of a kaleidoscope

Justice is blinded by judgement

Our second wind first watched

As the earth stood still and died a whimpering breeze

Of frayed feathers that never flew like flags

Of the separate sides of the coin

Enlighten darkness of the saintly fiend

The two-faced fairy-tales of figureheads

Flipping on the ellipsis of a coin

Infinity’s ending, the reborn compendium

The coming of left behind

The soothsayers’ dealbreaker

The viewpoint of blind love

The hatred of a flower bud

Blooming bioluminescent

To wilting umbilical amaryllises

To eldritch belladonna to dawn-breaker’s hoards of Morningstar

In the chaos caused by law

The law that caused chaos

Nocturne’s metropolis, solitudes hallowed jaws

The devil in god

Diabolical apostles of unclean holy waterways

Drowning in gospels and pews, Babylonian muse

Binding double-helixes of tied tongues

Knots in stomachs

Butterflies of a noose licking its lips

A polytheistic abyssal shapeshifting gypsy

Swallowing the glistening light

Of your world

The blackness smiles, rippling

In a beautiful way that only it can

And you are cold in your fading moonlit glow

Under a black-blanketing sun

Forged of dual dagger hearts worn on the sleeves of gods

Devils of the aluminum womb





(Blue)



Nightmares that dream of enlightening darkness

If you drop a coin with heads looking down to earth a centimetre from the dirt

Is there the telltale sign of the odds stacked against you?

What is the chance of a missed outcome cast?

Is there empty certainty?

Without a shadow of doubt hiding from the sun?

Or are both outcomes blind to our human eyes

An overabundance of anything can poison you, too sweet, to sour

Light and dark both in extremes will leave you blind, but in a way

You can see spirit mediums in the twilight

What is the difference, where is the similarity

Why do we draw these bloodlines amidst the all-consuming dunes?

In the sands of time?

Will the fingerprints tell us

Plastered alabaster as an asteroid of pale veils of nightingales

Or a ray of grey glaring into the depths of the night

Just a shade of the moon’s shadowland

Glimmering obsidian guillotines of the universe’s cry

Stringing up the strands of dandelion leviathan silhouettes of ventriloquists

Dancing wrapping daffodils on the glyphs of the Milky way

Were the fingertips grey clouds that were neither ink nor page?

A double-crossbreed to bear like a child of god’s angels

And devils’ hellions rebellious to try to find some closure

In-between the yes in no

The right in wrong

The black in white

The good in evil

Will the feathers of this bird of many shackles and ribcages

Ever be more heart than wallflowers that lost the will to find their way

But still choose willpower through lost mementos of dreamcatchers

On the outskirts of the city

But nowhere near the border of solitude

These boundaries that do not overlap like the sun and moon in an eclipse, and still

Know that both is the same as being neither

And one is the same as the other

I’ve been on the fringe so long in the empty nothing

Of something between worlds at war with their opposite sides of the coin of apocalypse

Without the outer-rim

Of two different conceptualism’s mirroring each other

My mirror becomes a vast open window between both somethings

Of or neither side

It’s similar, in a weird way, friend of strangers

Stranger than my friends

Now, in our different similarities

And similar difference

Are we really such off colour misrepresentations of knowing yes, saying yes to know

Now, are we really so different?

I’m in your face like a mirror image






(Red)




Elevator shaft of Everest’s sky

Under lake Eerie’s spiritual ethereal delirium

The depths of madness, heights of avarice

Reaching for the gladius of a lavender sheets

Of a ball-point-blank journal sunrising in this piece of mind, immaterial

Puzzle, labyrinth, question

Exit, hallway, answer

This little peace of heaven in the dusty succubus of an underworld

Phantasmagorical pandemonium, holy metamorphosis, the shadows of a ghost

Tie-dye butterflies sired on the isles of kaleidoscopes

Eclipse the eucalyptus of braille ukuleles in maelstroms

The billowing sails of nightengales a halo’s holy grail

Is the word of god a life sentence, or free speech?

Is the murderer executed to save lives?

Born to die another day

No rest for the wicked

Yet the night is young and so am I in morning for watching the son set in his ways

Let a fire-place warmth into my cold heart

Will it not beat to count the seconds in the first place burned to cinders?

The apple of my snake eyes, taking a bite out of the dice and rolling three sixes

The healthy sickness, the punishment for wishes

The virtue of the right to be left behind the forward from within the outer circle of wicked

Does difference bring us closer together to being a far cry from parting with silence?

What does it mean to be between two somethings

Is there something else that we know nothing about?

Are right and left synthesized at the centre

Or was there no centre but an emptiness that connects two separate ideas

Something so difficult for me to grasp sitting on the tip of my tongue

Do you hereunder stand for this?

If I take this lying down are we black and white?

Is my tongue a pen and yours a page?

Who is writing? Who is empty? Grey

Are your words silence, and my poem awestruck

Left without words?

For what that silence says under its breath, taking place to placeholder

A meaning hitting home to nothing, nobody

Are we speaking different music, different colours, different love

Empty, yet so full of ourselves, or each other, or in-difference, one whole to fill

Or grey?










Grey



Grey lotus leaves float on the resin of the everglades

The ichor of white wine waters

And the shimmer of the calm black night brings warmth and joy

The hands of the grand piano play a tune of rune clouds

The woodwinds orchestra orchids soaring tumbling

Through the world of pallets, people being painted

In the darkest and brightest colours

Painting each other in the humanity echoing off words

Each from every mouth, unravelling tomes

The sound of unknown composers singing

The world's upbringing

Every seed of dreamland forming in the hearts of flowers

Flames that do not burn each other into oblivion

Colours that will never fade away

Swirling painted spirals unravelling in the minds of the young

The leaves of the strawberry sunset, a forest of clouds

The branches of our canopy

Touching the glass ceiling sky, cracked prisms of light

Feed the darkness bright

The white eyes of sunrise crying tears of golden joy

The teal fields of Elysium dancing

The skin painted

Its own canvas, given by God

In the colour of angels made of every shade

God's kaleidoscopic gaze, as the family tree touches the moon

And the children of the rain will bath in azure, and

Somehow

Learn how to pray, again









One



Kaleidoscopic phosphorus

The colossal of the glossy polaroid picture of life

The saffron acolytes blossoming in Apocrypha

Daffodils and asters opalescent as the moon

Astral castles in the incandescence bloom

Messenger of Nephilim vessel's of the womb

Pestilence of evanescence remnants of the gloom

We sit on cliffs made of glass and steel cable rooms

The omniscient image of our past outlasting in the loom

The people stand on metal, the devil mines the moon

Never came to rebel, against the malevolence to consume

We are one, in a strange way, I am

Different pieces of the puzzle left unsolved

We are one, in every colour blurred

Worms that squirm under foot of ancients shook

We are one, in the core but lost in the prisons of our minds

We are gone, through the limits of our time

Our limited supply

We are dead, like a star, collapsed, inside

Like a planet turned to stone

We are bone

The remnants we have worn

From the cosmos we were born

Alone

And I am one

Of many ones

And zeros

In place, holders of our grief

Fallen giants of the seed

The red sea of our kin

The devil buried under earth, within

We thought we were a different breed

The crimson apple of the withered tree

The eden of our pride

The depths, the summit, of our lives

(We are one, in that we were born to die alone)

(Atop our silver gilded thrones)

(A desolate sepulchre of destiny's requiem beckoning)

Home 

(Or challenge your own fate, arbiter)

(And endlessly swim in the tides of battle)

(Drown in the undertow of a cruel world's many souls)

(You won't be the first to suffocate on the tongues of clouds)

(A loner crying rivers in the crowds' roar like a waterfall's mouth)



 


Resolution (The Good In the Difference of Opinions)

Remember, food is only worth having, because of the mixed flavours

- My father




 

© 2020 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)


Author's Note

R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)
Original Description for all the poems after the first two:

I left this poem on the ropes for a while now. Honestly, once I get into writing for this form of poetry, I never want to stop. I could go on forever. But I wanted to keep it fresh. So here it is.

I promise I read every single review, and I generally will reply to them. I look forward to my next review, because it helps me learn. Even if it's just one word, I promise, I will be happy to hear anything you feel needs sharing. Whenever you write on my shortcomings or breakthroughs, or the themes of my poems, or share ideas and friendly criticism, it decides my next poem to an extent. I will listen, learn and be thankful. And 99% of the time, you'll get a reply unless you're trolling me.

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I want you to try less but put more effort into it. Or maybe try harder but do your best to put far less effort into things. Write small things. It's actually significantly harder. Word economy baby, it's an art form.

Find a balance. I think it would make you a significantly better writer... if you didn't write so much.


Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Hard for me to do that, I just really love the process of a long poem. I feel like it has a lot more.. read more
Davidgeo

4 Years Ago

It's whatever works for you. My taste is irrelevant to your style.
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So your fresh poem is there... I see you're having a great start after the break. Keep it up. I didn't read the whole poem but the first part. This is back with your own style and I'm happy for you.
I'll review it when I read the whole of this.😁.

Posted 4 Years Ago


Gray:
This is the brightest of all these poems so far, yet its called gray. That's what I like . . . that you do not feed into expectations one bit, always a discordant chord to be found here & there. I love the way this sound & pacing feels more like the everyday poems you might find from anyone, light & airy, yet also with your depth of perception thru-out, which brands this as your style, even when done in the lighter tones. Since there are so many hues in this poem called gray, I can only guess that this might represent how gray is a mix of all the other colors. There's a good balance of rhyme, rhythm, alliteration, & other literary tools, not done with regularity, but in a sporadic way. I envy this becuz I am so OCD, it's hard for me to rhyme just a little, here & there -- it has to be a pattern with me. All over, I love the lightness of treatment on every aspect of this poem.

One:
I have a habitual posting on Facebook. Every so often I find a picture of things that are diverse, like a litter of kittens of every color or a barnyard scene with every different animal (my style of posting is to show human priniciples thru animals) . . . all kinds of art depicting diversity . . . then I put "DIVERSITY ROCKS" at the top of the picture in photoshop before I post each one. This poem reminds me of that & "one" is the culmination of all the colors, similar to the way "gray" is the mix of all colors. We are a planet over-filled with rowdy opinionated diverse people & to get along, we have to accept each other's differences becuz there are no places left where people can attain some pure color or strain or belief system. I'm sick to death of people acting like our country is all messed up becuz we disagree. Of course we disagree! The key is to allow the other side their dignity in opposing, rather than condeming those with different ways of seeing. With so many millions crowded together, how can we NOT disagree? How can we NOT have differing wishes & standards? If people could just allow themselves to admit that they really aren't even all that consistent within their own set of beliefs, maybe they could be more tolerant of all the inconsistencies that are swirling around all of us. I love the way you use colors & one-ness to tell this story. Great job! The reason I put so much into reviewing this is becuz it's so obvious to me that you put everything into building it (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

(OK, I'm done with this one now & I need to get the clippers out for my long-haired dog as summer is just around the bend . . . naw, it's actually been here for a few weeks already & I've got to get this girl shorn!)

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

As always, thank you for sharing an interesting viewpoint with feedback that helps me see things fro.. read more
Blue:
Love this sound: "Plastered alabaster"
and this sound: "hellions rebellious"
Not really connecting with "blue" aspects anywhere here. Love the first 13 lines -- great questioning, plus I love the play on "coin w/ heads" & "odds stacked against you" & how everything else in these 13 lines ties in with clever expressions of pondering. Love the many juxtapositions of opposite concepts toward the end: friend of strangers, stranger than my friends, different similarities and similar difference

Red:
You do this all the time in lots of poems, but I'll mention it now . . . love when you take some cliche or familiar phrase & mix it up with a different spelling that changes everything: "lake Eerie" . . . "peace of heaven" . . . "Born to die another day" . . . "apple of my snake eyes"
This one really hits me hard after being lambasted by a christian friend the other day for calling Trump an asswipe (a rather tame epithet!) . . . it always seems to me that "their view" (the righteous who are fervent about a sleaze like Trump) of free speech is woefully one-sided:
Is the word of god a life sentence, or free speech? And last but not least, this one is completely snapping with internal rhymes.

I'll be back to hit "gray" & "one" in a bit . . .

Posted 4 Years Ago


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R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Isn't it strange that we can be so blind to things that are yet so easy to see from a different poin.. read more
Since this is long & my memory is bad, I'll write things in installments . . . there will be more added later, so feel free to wait until I'm done with it all . . .

Dreaming of Colors . . . My pet peeve is when people depict colors in a simplified way, such as using only the primary color words or just having colors be something experienced thru the eyes. That's why I love how you go so in-depth & multi-layered on the idea of experiencing color. There are a tone of great lines, but this section really tripped my switch:
"The hands of fate shackled to the table
Of sanguine casinos
Playing the same game, over, and over
Praying at the cathedral of chance
And victory, and torment, and
Never quite finished
Never quite out of things to gamble away
Hoping to take home lives
Homes those lives leapt from
Like grease, a flash in the pan
Becoming one with the fire
Branding the wet russet timber only cowards
Extinguishing the seed of hope they once burned for
Coldheartedly ablaze"

Love the artwork you choose & how it goes together. Love that you have the self-confidence to post a long one like this, even tho lots of people will shy away from it becuz it's long & complex. Someone told me yesterday that 2/3 of the people we went to high school with will not be able to understand the book I just wrote (which he is kind enuf to read). I had to bite back my urge to defend myself about my complex way of writing. That you post this long complex thing gives me courage to be true to my own complex nature as well! *smile* (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

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barleygirl

4 Years Ago

Let me try putting this on a new string (above) . . .
R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

I'm so happy that you are working on such an undertaking as to write a novel. I would love to read i.. read more
Loved this entire piece...the only change you should make is that it's actually "yin-yang". Otherwise, you are a very descriptive and interesting writer that gives off a comfortable and easy-flow vibe, and I love it.

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

Thank you so much for reading, I'll try my best to continue to improve as a poet. Happy that you enj.. read more
Stacy Purvis

4 Years Ago

YAY! Awesome! Glad I happened upon it.
a great message from your soul,loved the imagery in photos and in pen

Posted 4 Years Ago


R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)

4 Years Ago

I'm glad you enjoyed my poem wordman, I had a lot of fun writing it! :)
 wordman

4 Years Ago

it was a good one my friend

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