CottonA Poem by R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)People in glass houses have never shatteredI don’t want people who have never been hunted, to talk about hatred, or to hate Without that familiar sting on their skin, like bullets shattering the glass surface of their lives When all they’ve ever been peppered by are blanks It seems so false and hypocritical, that I almost wonder if they even understand what pain is And how undyingly it rings in my ears when I hear nothing but the silence And the words that whisper yet never leave their lips, buried in their mouths, treasured by their egos Are nothing more than a misfired projectile, from naive slender hands that know no more than to point themselves at others, Rather than to push back against the hate that forged borders in my life, fighting for truth among the lies, Like the sun rises a scythe on the horizon They smile thinking they’ve grazed me so brazenly, I am not full of warm feelings Their bullets so soft and daintily lacy that they their pillowy silk might as well be the fabric of the static noise of my white void Cold hearted people have never been consumed by frostbite They have never felt a chill down their spine when they near death’s corridors They hide in warm houses made from weak pride, and couldn’t hope to hit me with one slug I could give half a s**t to hear I wonder when I will be reaped by fellow human beings, and when my words will be harvested Overripe in their compost, and these flowers will grow in their community gardens Planted by the palms of fate, and love, and things neither them nor I have earned And yet act like they’ve seen the hardship of a weed such as I Sometimes I wonder why people who couldn’t take one step in my shoes made me stumble Sometimes I don’t understand that when they smile at my pain They are making up for every happy moment they have and made a mule of me And under that weight I realize At least I am not so burdened by their words, That I can’t laugh at their infinitesimal effort to cause something they’ve never endured And I understand, I don’t have to show them what suffering is to feel superior I’m not so weak that I have to break down others In order to build up some insignificant self-esteem that is without foundation And so, I grin I laugh at the close calls of death’s sentinel not far behind my shadow As I walk forward, and stumble, proudly carrying the baggage I must bear I am not afraid to fall I easily forget about people who don’t know what a person is One who adapts to pain, and survives © 2019 R.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Author's Note
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StatsAuthorR.J Calzonetti (SinisterPotatoe)Burlington, Halton, CanadaAboutMost of my poems can be differing lengths depending on the time you want to spend reading them. You can avoid reading anything brackets, or read it all. If you want an in-between, you can read only th.. more..Writing |