Comprehension

People think they understand the reality before them, seeing everything. When you don't see something in that reality, how can you be sure you haven't missed something if you assume you've seen it?

Breaking inside your sins, living in the hatred you win and pin to my corpse, of course, force is the only thing you know, divorcing and coercing your thirsting for nursing the birthing of hatred mirthless worthless hurting

The wind blows slowly bringing down bloody snow I know what you’ve done, I felt lonely because you’ve taken the family from the son, now I’m no one

While I think the load life gave me weighs me down for the pounds of pain, I cannot explain how living under your reign gave me so much reasons for my slain brain to continue wanting to exist on this plane

A challenge I couldn’t resist, something worthwhile, a hard-hitting fist, a smile you defiled now I persist against the words you inlist on my face, defacing everything erasing memories of grace, and the tests you made me take to remain in this place

 You should stay down below the hate you sow in the ground, because sadists should know how low they are, sounds like you don’t even know how wrong you are so far, I’m just another card you found in your hand, played with, a soul your hunger demands to reprimand for things that never happened 

I was never meant to belong in this world, but here I stay and remain in the forefront because you sold my life in the storefront and now I feel shunned by people in the current hurricane who don’t treat me like real human being, I don't think I'll ever be one again

I’m never alone but fighting to find friends to the end of my days like it’s my trade, I can only hope those who hurt me will someday behave differently

The will of my heart cannot understand the meaning of my mind, I don’t wish to live and die through your lies

My soul cannot pass inside the burial lines the truth is carried behind, and when it’s time for me to die you can continue to hide behind your sacred agenda, a mind shaping defender of a soul render, a parasitic analitic monster, remember your responsible for my trauma farming on my body when life gets harder, pulling us even farther from the karma of a person with no feelings, a human mind that exists without meaning to fight against reason and undo my healing, I’m no longer feeling, my emotions you’ve sealed left me on the ground kneeling, submissive over my right to exist that your stealing

I spring at the strings of a symphony, infinity of subliminally incredibility bringing me continually to my knees dreaming scenes of anarchy that I know will continue to happen, misshapen madness from your happiness to roll with this destruction like an eruption from my ruptured lungs and reality won't let me leave until I can’t even breath bringing out the living target in me

Giving out the person I was willing to be to push back against your greed eternally and internally inside of me, a place I hope someday you'll see 

Never to be freed, existing to feed your ego, planting the seed of redemption for tomorrow, no compensation for my comprehension sentient life of sorrow I borrowed

Never comprehension of every word you’ve mentioned living in suspension, contemplation of a happiness I can never find

Some people will never understand the man I truly am

Living in a world where the truth is never mentioned, left behind, and comprehension isn’t a lesson, it’s independent of feelings, the progression of your thoughts, the person you wish you were, and the target you should know I’m not

Comprehension of ignorance will never come, figured this isn’t meant to be seen, just another a dream, like all the blood that runs and continually bleeds because you're done with considering us human beings

Comprehension of a deprivation of humanity, too naïve to recognize a calamity, too well behaved to admit insanity

Comprehension fades away, just another shade of grey in a cloudy sky that broke my dreams

Hope that will never be free, a truth that you'll never see

Just like me

A reality hidden from sight, a crime you considered right

A belief that was rejected, a fact that will never leave but still is never considered neglected and never wanted, a mistake that needed to be corrected but remains calm and collected as it's ripped apart by the people, wondering which viewpoint is truly evil, and what is the meaning of the word "real"

Author's Note

People think they understand the reality before them, seeing everything. When you don't see something in that reality, how can you be sure you haven't missed something if you assume you've seen it all?

I very seldom reply to reviews, but I promise I read EVERY single one. I look forward to my next review because it helps me learn. Even if it's just one word, I promise, I will be ecstatic to have the chance to hear what you have to say. Whenever you write something about my poems, or the themes of my poems, or criticize me it is not in vain. I will listen, learn and be thankful.

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It's Awesome! I loved it!...

[wordman]

pretty intense write my friend,i liked it