3 = 1 for Me

I'm killing my inner me.

It’s self-destruction.

Why?

Because I hate myself, but I love too much, and I'll never find a love greater than I.

My gift is a curse and vice versa.

My pain is beyond hurts.

My smile is an insert

A star shined for me and in exchange for my eyes

-it sent me her.

She comes in threes, to be with me in my sleep’s dreams of reality 

and 

 then 

leaves.

We are non-existence and just for an instant she supplied me with a glimpse of a lasting memory of a kiss and a life that could have been to remind me that we will never be.

I write about them, but they are one and they divide into threes to ensure that I'll never stop searching for the one to be hapqy.

Reviews

[Devious13]

I can only hope that the tale is truth and it touches my heart there is s still a hope for l love insane so whatever you do don't be hard on you and always follow through and always member to give out love refardless if it comes to you or not , and never forget what the person did for you and that priceless , im in dark place and I don't kmow if I can climb out of it again if I fail ill let the pain take and consume in me whats next

[sinNsincerity]

I've been In dark places plenty of times; although, sometimes I felt consumed and that I will remain in that place... it could only last as long as you allow it to. Of you ever want to talk about anything, you can send me a message and I'll be more than welcome to do so. =D

[Ricky Campbell]

I did not think at first this was about a woman… nice curve!

[sinNsincerity]

Thankss Ricky!

[DeathIsRelease]

I love your poem. It starts off with something just depressing and sad then it pulls you in but it's still sad then comes the line with the star and it changes from a dark scene to some thing intriguing. Then it goes back to being sad but a different kind of sad. It was a really good poem with in my opinion not a single mistake(as far as words II'm not good at grammar). Well done

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much. I'm glad you loved it!

[DeathIsRelease]

Anytime :-)

[Jamestown]

Great piece that speaks volumes about our inner being, you already know I believe you
are a brilliant poet and the angles you take to express yourself is unique and extremely
thought provoking, I again really like the word play and the layers used in this write,
keep keeping on my brother and thanks for sharing your God given talent, PTL!

[sinNsincerity]

Hehe, thank you James!
I appreciate it and what you thought about it.