3 = 1 for Me

I'm killing my inner me.

It’s self-destruction.

Why?

Because I hate myself, but I love too much, and I'll never find a love greater than I.

My gift is a curse and vice versa.

My pain is beyond hurts.

My smile is an insert

A star shined for me and in exchange for my eyes

-it sent me her.

She comes in threes, to be with me in my sleep’s dreams of reality 

and 

 then 

leaves.

We are non-existence and just for an instant she supplied me with a glimpse of a lasting memory of a kiss and a life that could have been to remind me that we will never be.

I write about them, but they are one and they divide into threes to ensure that I'll never stop searching for the one to be hapqy.

Reviews

[Devious13]

I can only hope that the tale is truth and it touches my heart there is s still a hope for l love insane so whatever you do don't be hard on you and always follow through and always member to give out love refardless if it comes to you or not , and never forget what the person did for you and that priceless , im in dark place and I don't kmow if I can climb out of it again if I fail ill let the pain take and consume in me whats next

[sinNsincerity]

I've been In dark places plenty of times; although, sometimes I felt consumed and that I will remain in that place... it could only last as long as you allow it to. Of you ever want to talk about anything, you can send me a message and I'll be more than welcome to do so. =D

[earthperceptions]

I love how abstract this poem is.The play with form is interesting and i enjoy and how rhythmic it is. you capture inner turmoil and self conflict well!

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you for reading and I'm more than glad you enjoyed it!

[Harpreet kaur bajwara]

it was a great write , liked it

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you hon, I'm glad that you did.

[Harpreet kaur bajwara]

your welcome

[andrew mitchell]

A great write that had me glued to every word and thought you carried, A flowing journey to be read over and over again. Amazing!

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much Andrew! That makes me smile!

[Brew]

Wow....this gives me a lot of feels. I love seeing great poetry like this. Seriously amazing!

[sinNsincerity]

I highly appreciate it Bailee.
Thank you for spending the time to read and leave a note!

[child of God]

I love this write anyone that's a Freind of James I am willing to read there work and be there freind it is nice to meet you thank you for checking out my work I agree with James in his review I love the volume you have in it
God is good all the Tim and all the time god is good

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much. I really am thankful for you checking pout my work!

[child of God]

No problem

[~]

Ahh, yes. I guess we can never have everything we want. Can we?

[sinNsincerity]

Can we?
We can only try.
Thank you for reading, I highly appreciate it!

[ANTO]

The 3 =1 reminded me of the Holy Trinity .
Tearing down the old self to rebuild a new improved self was also appealing.
Thank you for the RR!
:))

[sinNsincerity]

That's amazing that you see it that way.
I wrote this on how I try to follow my every desires to be happy, and realizing that you can't have them all. =D Thank you for reading and leaving your thoughts. Much appreciated! =D

[Rachelle]

Bipolar multi-tasking multiple personality disorder :P
Seriously, we all are just one person manifesting different aspects of who we are as each situation demands of us...... It's called flexibility.

[sinNsincerity]

AHaha you're awesome! Glad you enjoyed it.

[nazia]

Hats off for this one.. You really have a flair for writing things.. :) What are you a professional writer???
I love this division and unification on three.. Amazing write :)

[sinNsincerity]

The # 3 works wonders in writing.
Thank You Nazia. I wish I were pro. I just do it for the love of it for now...

[Nadia Gerassimenko]

Makes me think of a person with a multiple personality disorder of three different personas, two of which are trying to kill the main host. And they see in threes as well, of one who makes their heart leap.

[sinNsincerity]

Your'e awesome!