How I Feel Today

The secrets,

They over come me in ways only some,

Will ever understand.

The words I am saying,

Will only mean something to one,

But it’s not like that person will speak up.

The life I live,

Isn’t a gift,

It’s a curse.

Sent from the demons,

Because the angels,

Couldn’t fight now more.

Nothing here seems to please me,

It use to,

But now it’s gone cold.

The fresh scents of being home,

Turned to the odor of garbage,

And hate.

I don’t belong,

I can feel their eyes,

Staring down on my back as I walk away.

I want to be better,

Prove them wrong,

Move away.

But the close I am to succeeding,

Something comes,

And trips me.

I don’t mean to be a b***h to you,

But the truth hurts,

And how I feel probably wont please you.

I have an opinion,

And I freely think,

And say.

Yeah you wont like it,

But I do, 

And I live life that way.

I may be the one you hate,

But you know what I say is true,

All want to tell you is that,

As you continue to hate,

I will continue to forget about you.